credited more than debit

holla! when i uncovered my bandage last night, i was horrified. my whole toe became seriously black and swollen. don't believe see it with your own eyes.damn it. it still hurts like hell. grrr...

okay i shall try to divert my attention away from the toe in bid to minimize the pain in me. today went sweelee with rod and his friend, which erm i don't know his name. i just know that he'll most probably join our band. yah, and please don't eat the indian food at the coffeeshop in bras basar complex. it sucks totally.

after that went to seng's house gamble. well, not many people turned up as expected. won in blackjack at first, then start to lose bit by bit before losing a hell lot at the "in between" game. i tell you i believe this is a cursed game. expect the unexpected. grrr but i manage to recoup a few in just 10mins of blackjack. still, its a credit balance at the end of the day.

then we went to eat dinner at bpp. discussed with seng and rod about how i need to renovate my room to fit in the drum. guess will start moving the stuffs next week once i get the approval from my dad. gonna start making trip to ikea these few days to see some stuffs. anyone who want to come along just tell me.

oh! and i yearn desperately for a license. another thing that needs the approval from my parents!

scream away the pain

see my toe? it's big, swollen and black. and it hurts a lot when i was working just now that i feel like a liability to the shop. cause i can't really move about and my actions would be slowwwww... not that slow actually, but not as fast as usual. hmmm..

ouch. my toe still hurts as i am typing this. zz... wonder how long i can tahan this.. hope that i can get well soon =)


oh and i need to thanks my sis for the bandage.

something new...

haha.. yea i changed my blog layout! whee~ no thanks to hui'er though, cause i found this skin myself. hehe just joking eh girl, your hard work is admired lah, just that it is not my cup of tea xD okay basically kinda like this skin, old school rocker. too bad they didn't include a picture of my instrument: DRUMS! ahh! but overall still like it, finally discarded the old skin which accompanied me for three years.

okay i need some help here. on the left you see a space under the heading Jukebox! yes, i intend to add a player in my blog, just don't know which is better. so people, any recommendation? hui'er! your time to display your skill!

ouch! my toe still hurts as much. heard that i need to wait for it to grow and shed the old one, just like how a snake grows out of its old skin. i think this is like the injury that happened on my left toe when i was playing soccer in primary school. just pray hard that it is not that serious.

i think i better grab some sleep first. gonna collect my stuffs from sharry tmr before going to work. wkend = more customers = busier! omg!

touched

you know in life, we meet two different types of people; the good and the evil. i must say, it is inevitable to meet the latter one, even though we hope to meet more of the good ones. i must be honest here, to admit that i had done some real bad stuffs to my friends. i feel really regretful now, cause i cant really open up to them and i fear losing such good friends.

anyway, i must be lucky to have such a caring boss. he's like a fatherly figure to me, almost like my godfather. his family(my friend's too), i must say, is like my own now. when i was feeling down, having an argument with my parents, he would take me in and provide me with food and lodging. i must really thank him, if not i will be living off the streets, and where i am now may be unknown.

and last night, when i accidentally dropped a metal cover for the fridge over my right toe, he applied medication for me and urge me to rest myself at his house first when i went to his place with my friend(his son) after i visited my kaka. to tell you the true, i was damn touched during that time, only to hide my feelings in me.

he's like so understanding. last night he even offered to help me find contractor who can help buffer and sound-proof my room when he know that i am about to buy my drum set. omg i sound sentimental now...

now you people should know, why its hard for me to quit this job. i will one day, when i cannot cope with my school works, but not for now.

planting the seeds

you work. you earn. you spend. and the cycle repeats itself again. this is the economic cycle. yes, spending does boost the economy, generating more money for everyone. well not exactly, as the rich seems to get richer and the poor seems to get poorer.

i just realised i don't exactly save my income. i save a real teeny weeny bit and the rest are all splurge on foods and entertainment. i think it's time whereby i do consider some banks and insurances' offer and take up a saving plan. it'll do me good in the future. alright so another plan for the holiday is to save up.

and to save up more on foods, i think i should go on a diet. going to "free" gym more often. wish me luck!

history repeats.

ASEAN Cup Final 1st leg. UEFA Champion League Second Round 1st leg.

controversial penalty. controversial free kick.

if you watch soccer or read the papers that highlighted the "walk-off" incident that happened in Singapore a few weeks ago, you may read it later on.

Lille vs Manu. left with around 7mins and Giggs scored a controversial free kick.
Goal.
Lille players attempted to walk off the pitch upon kick off. Luckily they didn't walk off the pitch for more than a minute, or no more than half a minute; but still this shows the lack of sportsmanship in them. Where is the beautiful game which i used to watch? You know i admire those fair plays by players who played the right way. That is beautiful.

Like how many time can you see plays like Di Canio stopping game play even though he had the advantage to score when the keeper fell injured? That's true sportsmanship i tell you. Indeed great. Respect and kudos to him.

And football is turning into an ugly state. Diving, fighting, match-fixing, fans killed, walking off pitch and even items like steel rod being thrown down from the stands. What a mess! Oh well, lets hope that it will get better. And that the world will get better. World Peace! =)

materialistic

*cough cough* been coughing the whole CNY throughout, so pek chek.. it's like everytime when i'm enjoying my favourite pineapple tarts my parents will be down there nagging me to control myself. yeah, 18years old needs self-control. but i just can't resist it lah! i mean how often do you get to see so many different types of pineapples tart available at your fingertips? den when i eat it my throat will be so damn dry and i will cough again, like torturing myself. when i say cough, i mean continuous with the sound of phlegm stuck in between your throat that cough. and the feeling to have unlimited phlegm is totally horrendous!

okay, enough of the coughing issue. I WANT A DRUM SET! still pending on weekok's parents.. if not i think i shall go buy second hand stuffs. shall ask opinion of qun and some other people lah. cause i saw this ad by a guy who wants to sell his drum set, completed with throne and reasonable cymbals at s$1k. just thinking if it is worth it not. if it is then i will buy it, and scrimp for the next month to save money for shopping before school starts.

oh! and i want to learn a license. pending on the approval of my parents. but i still have not directly ask them though. think shall pop the question later in the day, together with my new floor plan of my room. hopefully my dad will accept it. heh.. wish me luck!

GONG HAY FATT CHOY! HUAT AR!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR ALL~

wahaha!! finally its chinese new year again! so fast, now its year of the golden pig. and its gonna be a good year for dragon babies! been reading all those feng shui books and such, all of them state that this year dragon babies are going to experience very good wealth luck, very good relationship luck. i even read one saying dragon babies will meet their future partners this year, and giving birth will be a good sign. hah! now hopefully that's right eh? xD

okay you all should know i'm not that superstitious. just hope that the good things are for real. hah! this year the reunion dinner quite empty. the first day also din really get to meet most of my relatives. timing not zhun. when my family went out to visit other relatives, they came to my grandma's house. (fyi my grandma and my family lives in the same block) ya so that's about it.

tmr will be at wh's hse. tmr is winning money day! okay lah 小赌为乐. i will only be gambling for the sake of entertainment. trust me i never really like winning friends' money. abit bo liao.. and i'm aint a 赌鬼. night time will be spent at my grandma having a second round of reunion dinner. and it's gonna be a steamboat!!

xuete it's really sian to fall sick during such a happy occasion. as much as i avoided those yummy snacks like my favourite pineapple tarts, i couldn't help but to feed on them. so now my flu, cough and sore throat is getting worse. argh! i need to heal quick! zz...

is this the most the both of you can give?

YAY! end of papers today mark the end of year1. and now i'm suppose to be in holiday mood because i have 8weeks of holiday and CNY is coming, but i feel rather, introvert now. don't really feel like holiday at all, maybe cause i spent the whole break between MAEC and BMGT in holiday mood le =(

anyway, today paper was quite tough to say. blame it on me for not studying hard enough lah, in holiday mood le. hopefully the proj can pull my grade up. overall this term examinations other than BCA seems like a killer. maybe because i did not focus as much this term. *sighs* nvm shall work harder in future!! for now i only hope i can pass all modules. hate to carry this feeling of doubt and uncertainty around during holidays, hope don't get emo...

okay holidays are here. time to plan for activities lor. actually i had it planned during exams study period. see! i just couldn't focus. anw, things to do during holiday:

1) bombombom! drum set!
now everybody pray that weekok's parent will agree to give it to me
2) renovate room!
yay my dad seems to be going to repaint my room. then i can shift the furnitures around le!!
3) revamp my blog.
had the same blog skin for near 3years. time for a change. but i have an assistant to this. hui'er! keep your promise!
4) letter-writing
i hope brother tan won't miss me too much in camp. the only way to contact him is through letter. hope i won't be too late..
5) save up! and go shopping!
ah! retail therapy. hehehe, maybe going to msia before school term starts again, shall see how..

that's about it for now. this plan is dynamic, may add some more stuffs when it comes to mind. okay blog again later! now gtg work le. bye!!

we never got that far

hey all~ happy vday hur.. what a lonely vday, spent it with the bachelors; well not exactly cause their status may be changed soon. LOL!

okay so went vivo to shop around for CNY clothings. walked around, but only try out some shirts and bottoms at particular shops. bought a black jeans from TOPMAN which i think i will alter the length and a canvas shoe from EVERLAST. aiming a shirt from ZARA and EVERLAST, a jeans from GAP and a bag from RIVER ISLAND, after i get my drum set of course. main priority now is to get my drum set and finish the examination. too bad they don't sell the PUMA red colour polo tee with the ferrari logo on the other chest. if not i sure buy.

and something attention seeking was walking around citylink and marina sq tonight. it also appeared on the bus. haha! bachelors' secret.

omg. just heard that LLM is going to leave rv soon. she's like the best yet the worse teacher you can ever have. well fri, since paper ending early at 11, maybe going back to rv to bai nian. ex-rvians, anyone? =)

blop blop blop

my brain in so saturated now. i slept for around 12hours last night, trying to nurse the sore throat that i have. well, this morning when i woke up my throat seems to feel better, only that my head just seems to be missing. it's like, i don't even know what i was doing for the first half and hour and whenever i sit down, my head would just feel so heavy that i would have to resist the temptation of lying down.

and i notice i can't head bang like i alway do when listening to rock music. my mind will twirl around for a second or two and headache will follow on. even nodding and shaking of head is an obstacles to me now. -.-!

okay, spring cleaned my room in the morning. at least it's more productive today than yesterday. hah! it also looks more decent. gonna continue tomorrow, speaking of which, is also shopping day! yay! but everything is not confirmed yet, schedules etc... bachelors date out. HAHA!

woke up on the wrong side of his bed

zz i'm think i'm feeling unwell now. like wtf? how many days before CNY and i'm falling sick now. but i must be lucky to not fall sick during the holidays, hopefully i can recover by wed to study for bmgt and shopping. lol.. woke up with a sore throat, backache and my whole body just feel uneasy, lethargic and lazy to move. think i move too much things ytd during work, from morning till midnight.

anyway, as promised, details of sally yeh. i think i should dl some of her songs, like the vocals is damn great, damn power. she can stretch her voice till i have no words to describe. despite of her age, 48years i suppose, she was still able to electrify the crowd with her energy, dance and songs. and she sometimes act cute with jokes in between songs. oh, did i mention she can speak fluent english too? like, she can not only speak in english, chinese and cantonese, she can also sing very well in it. now that's what we call a "superstar".

aye time to tidy up my room. spring cleaning for CNY. but with my body condition like that, i doubt it will be very successful. hah! tmr's gonna have a haircut~~

you are the dancing queen

i am seriously traumatised by the examinations that i don't really feel so happy to have only one more test left. even though i'm planning for the holidays i am also not that overjoyed as i used to. POA sucks, but at least i was able to do it though it's my weakest link. guess i was not in the mood to study for MAEC. i completely left the question on monetary policy blank. *poof my 12 marks are gone. and plus the deduction of marks here and there for my wrong answer, really regretted not putting in the effort. well, no point crying over spilled milk, just can only hope for the better. aiming for a pass in all modules, and hopefully an A or distinction for one. =/

after that went to town for retail therapy, actually CNY shopping with Rod, Seng and Kok. Walked around taka and wisma hunting for stuffs but due to the lack of time and sizes, i only bought a zara tee. i want that puma ferrari red polo tee very much but couldn't find it. oh well wed going to town and vivo to take a look again. oh and i want that espirt soul pant much. people who haven give me my birthday present, i can still accept this belated gifts from you all.

after that went to work at Sally Yeh's concert. seriously the experience was great, you can ask Rod and Seng. the show was so fabulous even though half of the time she's singing or talking in cantonese which i don't really understand. her voice is damn power, damn strong and damn good. Asia's Mariah Carey. or rather America's Sally Yeh. shall blog more about the concert tmr cause i'm real dead beat.

and tmr i gotta work at 9am in the morning.... on a sunday! zzzzzzzzz

you float like a feather

nah i'm the one who feel that i'm floating like a feather. finally, my most dreadful, most boring(actually not so..) and most worst-performing module so far after post-secondary education is over! today marks the day when POA exam is over. i should be feeling happy about it but somehow a tinge of sadness still linger about. must be that i feel kinda guilty to not really studying hard enough for the paper. like i just somehow forget how to end the accounting entry, but guess should be able to pass, just pass. hopefully again, marks will be given based on workings and the marker is lenient. =/

anyway, have to thanks weixia for her last min coaching. well, i should be grateful for her teaching and she should be grateful for my company late last night. i think some of my friends are paranoid and stressed over the exams that they cant sleep. oh well.....

now waiting for youtube to finish loading, then.. ya just now finally someone accompany to take the same bus. like i always cross the overhead bridge myself, indulging in my music. so lonely right? okay, i'm not that pitiful either. ya, hui'er took the same bus as me to her 'home'. haha and guess what, the bus broke down -.-" after that alighted at the mrt station there, then she suddenly had the urge to eat potong ice-cream. accompany her since i have nothing much to do anyway. yea, chatted as we search for a mama shop and eating the ice-cream under the shelter.

kinda like disturbing to know that people do change. it's like, we can be so friendly to each other and hostile the next moment. guess that this is human nature bah, lack of trust, lack of understanding, blah blah blah.. okay go watch videos le, before i think too much...

gonna mug for MAEC after dinner.. zzzzzzzzzz

men are from mars, women are from venus

i don't understand why some women can stand putting on so much make-up, facial treatment, skin treatment etc to look good. i mean, isn't is better to feel natural. unless you have a bad skin condition that i can understand, but for normal cases, putting on those thick make-up always make me feel that... urgh feeling. i just put on some skin moisturiser cream on my palm, due to some advices from friends and relatives for my dry, rough, callous and hard-labour hands and i feel very uneasy now. see! it's the most minimal thing and yet causing me so much agony. okay abit exaggerated but that's my stand. maybe i will understand it better in future if i have a relationship =/

anyhow, best of luck to those getting your results tmr! for those who worked hard during the olvl periods, good for you; for those who did not, well, pray hard? haha alright shall not be that mean, but i seriously hope that my godsister will get good results. =)

okay back to mugging mode for POA. bye!

rrah!

i think i have a real bad habit now. for the past few days, i have been sleeping like early in the morning when most of you are preparing or already in school, and wake up in the late afternoon/evening when your parents are back home from work for dinner. it's like my body clock is adjusted to fit the bill for British time. yay, then i will have no problem to get use to the difference in time zone when i want to watch EPL live in the future.

crap, that will only happen if i can afford it, and the first thing is to learn saving up. but i still want to travel to the States. that's my dream and my goal!

rrah! POA is tough. debit credit debit credit..... kinda like confused by it. think i need to really work hard and work my ass off to understand this module, get a freaking grade and get over it. and to do it, i need to stop slacking and stop watching tv. alright maybe later. going to stay up through the night later, to study that is. then again, i will not be practicing what i preach eariler on. whatever.

hopefully POA will be as easy as BCA. yeap, goodluck for me.

emo

no not me. it's not good to get emo during examination period. ohwell...

was having breakfast with *undisclosed identity* this morning despite staying up for the whole night and not having sufficient hours of sleep before due to the examination the previous day. yes, lending my ears to someone healing from a heartbreak, something which i alway do. call me a counsellor.

anyway, was having breakfast at macdonald in the wee hour. yea, she look fine now. yea it's quite amazing that we can still talk and connect each other so well despite not contacting each other for long. chatted over our meal before taking a stroll in the park, seeing those squirrels climbing about in the trees and birds chirping. so long since we step into the arms of nature. when was the last time you did this like.. 7am in the morning??

was suppose to have a haircut in the afternoon but i guess i was too tired. think i will cut it next week. wants to try a different style. shall see how..

blah blah

alright thanks god BCA today was relatively easy. covered what came out right before the exams at KAP with some of the guys. but sadly, due to me being over confident, did a step wrong, which is like will affect the whole result =( hopefully the marker will not penalise much and based the marks on workings and formulas. i hate this feeling that always submerge me after almost every test, like "if only i had been more careful".. -.-" nvm hope the tutor gives chance for her dearest module rep xD

after that came home to help my mum rearrange the furniture in the living room. boy must i say it look more spacious now. yea, i cant believe i actually rejected going out with the guys to a trip down town for CNY shopping and help my mother. anyway my mum promised me to go shopping afterwards so.. =)

it was way below expectation. i didn't even buy a single clothes. zz.. all that was bought was grocery and some tibits. nvm, going for CNY shopping with the guys next week, cant wait for it.. heh! shopping is like a therapy, don't know why. but it's good, it help generate income and keep the economy moving. okay alright enough of crap. till next time, bye!

champion

spell that word for me once again. CHAMPION! yes! hear our Lion roar! Singapore is the back to back champion for the ASEAN Cup. woohoo!! nation pride i tell you, i sense my patriotic side coming up.

alright, brush that winning joy aside. let's analyse the match. Singapore did not play as well as the Thai. They were everywhere i tell you, their hunger for the win and pace were far better than our team. guess that they were lucky at some point of time, cause the ball always seem to bounce to the Thai player. haha.. but they made a fatal mistake in not marking our scorer when he was attacking, instead opting for Alam Shah as they think that the ball will be passed to him. well, it's over. we are the champion. wait did i mention that Lionel Lewis was fantastic tonight! =D

back to Singapore, today another champion was crowned. some guy in project superstar. hurhur like i really care. =x sorry cause i have no time to watch that show before so not at least interested.

okay okay, guess that i need to seriously get back to mugging mode. to mug for good results in exams. so that i can really relax during CNY and holiday! bye peeps!

rah

omg. i should be resting now and busy preparing for the examination. wth am i still awake at this unearthly hour?

beats me, but i think i am addicted to watching youtube. been like real crazy over 萤火虫的梦. like i watched 10 episode online over just.. 1 day? fyi i don't usually have the privilege to watch prime time drama due to work, so yeah, don't know if this is crazy or wad. hahaha.. must be the x-factor of Khim and Felicia Chin that attracted me xD too bad geraldine only appear in one scene. boo!

alright, some funny thing that i found out about the show. if the school in the show is in the east, then why is the nearest shopping mall JP? beats me.. it's a show dude.

ahhh! i must have lose my head over here. okay people this is just a random post. tmr shall really start mugging hard for examinations. AD or A or macro, pass for poa, the rest hopefully a high B or A, dun really expect much for this semester, which is baddddddddddd..

oh! and the Lions are going to fight with the Thai tmr for championship! hope that our Lion's roar will scare the wits out of the Thai. Noh Alam Shah GOAL! =)

dua satu!

what a feat it was tonight. the national stadium was jam packed! people mountain people sea. it looks as though national day was brought forward. seriously, working outside the stadium trying to control the crowd is tough tonight as Singaporean's patriotic side is shown fully. i climbed the railings for awhile and all i could see was head. from the concrete stairs to the carpark. all heads! the last game to be played in such a historical monument, the last time we will ever see it standing strong, the last time we will be able to sit on the stands and watch football.

so we won yay! 2-1 to us as we march our way to thailand for the second leg. hopefully we can maintain the performance, hopefully noh alam shah can release the lion inside him on the match. but tonight game is not worth watching on tv, it's worth to feel the atmosphere in the stadium.

they cheered, they jeered, they shouted, they chanted, they sang, they swore, but most importantly; they ROARED! seeing the crowd moving so passionately to this game and the team makes me proud to be a Singaporean. i'm serious! this is also the first time when i saw 3 waves of kallang waves. woah!

okay, when i finally had the chance to go up and watch, i only saw the Lions on the pitch. kicking ball around. cool down exercise? nah.. i was told that we had a penalty, but the Thais disagree with the ref and walked out of the pitch as a sign of protest. like.. wtf?! 15mins out of the pitch? the ref should have given the match to Singapore! it's a unsporting behaviour to walked out for 15mins!! the whole Thai team should be punished for that. the whole stadium (excluding the Thai fans of course) were jeering. the anger and anguish on their face was.. i dunno wad to put in here. all of us were shouting "bapoks!", "gu niang", "balik kampong" and *horn rhythm* "BUETO!"

seriously it was fun shouting with the crowd. but this moment never last. as the crowd leaves and the floodlight is off, we shall wave goodbye to this national stadium....


DAMN! they should have had tore it down and rebuilt a better one earlier! LOL!