ready for verbal battle.

I haven't been blogging lately not because I'm lazy, but I am just very BUSY! ohmy thanks god MSA Camp is over! it was a success! one load off my shoulder. haha, I really enjoyed the camp a lot, and I hope that the rest of the campers do as well. and sorry to those who unfortunately had toothpaste on their face. all in the name of fun, joy and laughter i suppose. haha.

well guess I got to understand the SCOs better, after all the interaction and such. some are simply the best cockster I must say, all the stupids and nonsensical jokes around simply just made the atmosphere much more friendlier. and I also got to interact with past MC seniors, learning some pointers from them on handling cases.

rest for these few days before starting battle against a corrupt system and a stupid system. plus I will be working for the next consecutive days because my friend is going to Taiwan and I need to substitute him for work at his dad's shop. oh money money here I come! I need to start to earn my keep again!

suddenly i see.

suddenly i miss taking out my temp staff pass and tap in on the door. suddenly i miss walking into the area and see lotsa familiar faces around, all chatting or busy at work. suddenly i miss logging in to IRIN and open all the different dialouge. suddenly i miss pressing my 3946 and manual in, hanging the headset over my neck. suddenly i miss talking to taxpayers. haha. suddenly i miss leaning back to talk to partner in crime, shidahbeck and budah kecik. suddenly i miss the brownies crystal made. suddenly i miss suaning at my table mate, tai tai koh. suddenly i miss looking across to keng nguan and sing all the stupid songs. suddenly i miss standing up, turning around to speak to weisheng, baba, ben, lao bu, eugene, sha and edward. suddenly i miss the lunch time at novena square, united square, the ever delicious chicken rice behind and the kb uncle who always kena cursed by us. suddenly i miss the supervisor. suddenly i miss my attachment.

well i guess i left a tinge of feeling over there with the rest, but life's like that. actually i really enjoyed my attachment, with all the bulls and shit around the work area, it's hard not to have fun. well work with no play makes jack a dull boy, even though my name is not jack. but things come and go, and i guess we move on. nvm there's still a bbq coming soon and i can see the rest of the people again!

so school's starting soon. like 7weeks passed so fast. back to the busy schedule of academic and cca stuffs. together with all the familiar faces in my class, i'm must say i am really looking forward for this coming semester. haha more funs will be coming up for sure! till then when i update! =D

tidur tidur~

seems like i really resemble a bear. yours truly brother bear hibernated the whole of today, haha, storing all the tiredness for the past few weeks. and when i finally do woke up, it was like the time when my fellow colleagues dismiss from work. but nvm, i take it as a good break from work, well, actually with just 2days left. haha and my mum was keep complaining about me, cannot even wait for another 3days still want to pon-tang (rather amazing to hear this work from her) and my dad saying that in future, i will store all my off-days and take clear leaves at one go. we shall see eh..

and sorry to some of my friends, your daily morning caller broke down today. =/ in any case where you all are late, i'm sorry.

and i'm so happy i finally get my new pair of af1. woots! and my mum promise to buy a hp over the weekend, or maybe next. double happiness. now i have to work and save money for other stuffs like mp3s and tattoo at the end of this year, and another pair of dunks during the end of sem. work work save save spend spend. ohgod let me strike lottery!

politics.

the tide seems to have calm down a little bit. getting a breather down here.

anyway this week is hectic. next week is even worse. busy days ahead. after that school reopens. wow time flies.

so thurs i tried fasting again. then had dinner at kampong glam before some shisha. virgin experience and it was great. maybe that will be a good place for me to lepak around with Rod and co in the coming future. haha.

then today was SC outing. was stationed at Bishan. my station was funny, with all the hilarious jokes coming out of the participants. its really amazing that you can feel colour by touching it. and i guess the little frogs did somehow, bring in more excitement. i can also see that the groups are bonding well.

then had dinner with the usual company that i can memorise what christinae alway orders. haha. oh well had quite a discussion, from our events to how we feel about what should be done and how we can improve on the current situation. haha, politcally everything seems to be going well but somehow deep down inside i feel that i need to fight for the rights for events. tough battle going soon...

"always up or down, never down and out."

riding the wave.

as i stand looking afar, i see strong waves coming towards me.

the tough times are coming. i can foresee it.

i will withstand and overcome this. i must bite through this.


"cause you don't stand out, and you don't fit it. weird."

human or bear?

sometimes i really hate myself for my weakest spot: sleep.

the previous entry explained it all, but i'm starting to find hate it even more.
it's like i can sleep as if im hibernating like a bear; nothing can wake me up. grrrr!

sorry to my MSA people. sorry to pangseh you all yet again.

how i wish i could change it all.


"when you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin."