body under maintainence.

i think my body just broke down this morning. haha, but looking on the bright side, i finally had the rest that i needed. like i slept till 1pm in the afternoon is quite remarkable for now under my busy schedule. well, i chose to be busy, hah! my only sleeping time at home is just that few 3 to 4 hours plus another half an hour of sleep on the bus.

well there were signs that my body is breaking down yesterday.
1) one more stop to alight and after hanging up the call with simseng, i just literally K.O. on the bus all the way to marina square. and i only woke up after constant bugging by the bus uncle, with like 9 missed call by simseng.

2) on the bus back home last night, i can dropped my big gulp twice due to me, K.O. again! of course, i finished the drink if not there'll be a mess on the bus.

3) this morning i can wake up by a call from yiye, at 9am which mean i am late for work for one full hour, and get back to sleep like nothing happened. cause during that time only sleeping was in my mind. haha, and i can sms people and sleep for an hour before replying them and guess what, get back to sleep again.

4) my eyes get dry and sore easily, my lips can dry and pimples start to appear.

seems like i really need this break. haha, ample rest and sleep is all i need. mon is back to work, and "punk'd"-ing people again! =D

when the east meets west.

always up and down, never down and out. life should be this way. haha oh well these few morning was real down on luck for me. i don't know why, i can like wake up ard 6am everyday last week and this week i can barely crawl out of bed even though it's already 7am. and in these cases either i waste money on cab fares or i reached the office late. like, wtf?

okay so tues was lantern festival. the few of us went over to east coast to play lantern and sparkler. lol, i don't really have the impression of me celebrating this festival when i was young other than once with my primary school classmates who stayed near me. hah! okay so we played ard, more or less with fire. kids out there shouldn't copy what we do. and we substituted mooncake with donuts! haha rather fresh idea eh?

then ytd was weisheng bdae. i think me and xiyao can create havoc and disturb the peace in the office. we are alway coming out with mischievous ideas, "punk'd"-ing people around and cracking the lamest and funniest joke from our work. okay back to the celebration, no cake but lotsa pranks. plus two free underwear hand-drawn by me. 壮如一条龙! lol! wait till i get the pics from my colleague.

after tt at night went out for a drink with some of the guys. well it was initially suppose to be a supper, but things turn out otherwise. ben's car is so cool, seriously stud sia. speeding down upper bukit timah road with music blasting through the speaker. ai zai man! then joke around.

ok i'm trying to summarise and make things short cause i'm tired. haha goodnight world!

something sweet but not diabetic.

life has been rather hectic lately but still, good company around alway make life feels great. although sometimes complicated stuffs that get on your nerves and cause you to be frustrated, it's comforting to know that there are alway people around who can help make the situation better. hah! thanks folks!

well, went to rod's house for sleepover last night after work. well, initially was supposed to play monopoly, but i was late. then the mac delivery came and i exit the lift, so we ate. after that, i don't know how and why, we switched our activities to watching movies. 不能所的秘密 and crash. both are good movies, the first one being really sweet and touching and the latter, intellectual and touching too. i like intellectual movies! =) oh well, "Secrets" was really seriously touching, with the girl being extremely sweet. if only i had a girlfriend like her, so sweet it melts you totally.

then today, went to ikea to get my carpet, and a lot of other stupid actions also. haha! yay carpet and i'm now left with the new cabinet and my mum to clear all the junks that do not belongs to me. woots!

"能遇见你已经是不可思议了。"

seriously sweet. omg...

purification.

suddenly i feel so pure. okay no big deal as compared to other muslim. haha yay fasting day was a success! well not quite cause i started late, like 7am in the morning when the sun already shining bright. can't help, its my habit to drink a cup of water after bathing and i only realised that after drinking the water. zz.

anyway i am proud of myself for resisting all the temptation at Ajisen, the office and any other place where people are drinking water. it doesnt matter if there's no food; it matters when there's no water. imagine i usually drink like 8 bottles of water per day and i dint even had a single drip of it from 7am to 7pm. amazing! and thanks for sua tau kia to give me the greatest tempation: putting one whole salmon sashimi with wasabe into the mouth. haha, but i still stay strong anw! =)

actually fasting isn't that hard. i don't really feel hungry, but seriously is tired. like lowwww sugar level = no energy. everyone say i looked pale, i think it's cause i'm too tired. haha, anw maybe another round of cleansing and purification next week. haha!

"take fasting not as a sacrifice to god, but a chance to feel what it is like to be hungry, to understand the hunger of what others, especially the children in Africa are going through. take is as a chance to cleanse your body immune system. try it. i know you can!"
- one random Malay customer from my part-time job.

quite meaningful. i summarized it, if not i will have to type out a 30mins conversation. haha, dont worry i'm not converting. i can't you see, if not i will get curse from my maternal family ancestors. =x (fyi my maternal side sells pork) and i think i'm loving kambing soup more and more!

something to look forward to..

"as i turn to the left, as i turn to the right, as i turn right back, a new friend found."


okay that was random. i also don't quite know how and why it keep recurring in my mind. anyway, back to the topic.

TB02 here we come!

yeap. phenomenon made. impossible is nothing. lol, 11 of us squeezed ourselves into the same class. to think how paranoid and afraid we were, when ahgirl told us she cannot enter. but still, yea most importantly is that finally something to look forward to in school. the company, the jokes, the laughters, the care and the love for one another. haha, alright let's not get to mushy about this.

thurs fasting. woots!

affairs.

it's a sunday and i believe many people out there are enjoying their weekend break. haha, and i am going to work later. omg workaholic? you haven't seen the worse in Singapore.

after this 3 weeks going on attachment, and the early morning rush to Novena, i observed something unique about us Singaporeans. this is a truly only "Singaporean trait".

no, it's not the way we gathered around the entrance point, leaving no real space for alighting passengers, then squeezing in the last person available into the sardine-packed mrt train. you should have seen videos about the railway of India and China. they even have people just holding onto the handle, and the rest of the body sticking out. haha.

neither it's the way you see how we can be the Oscar winner for slping, ignorant scene on public transport. no don't thing too in depth about it. what i meant is passengers who are sitting acting to fall asleep when they see someone who is more in need of a seat, or passenger fighting to rush to a vacant seat against the needy. these people disgust me. my friends should know i will offer my seats(don't laugh, i'm serious) to those in need. oh well..

and no, it's not how we people can queue for free stuffs and wait for so long, yet complain when they have to wait the slightest bit of a second. it's like you see a loooong queue at JE mrt station, outside the popular there. in the end i found out that they are queuing for Today newspaper. and i mean, you can choose to buy alternatives like ST, which is better. it's just a small portion of your pay. we just love to "gian peng gian sai" i guess.

but all the above mentioned are not the real "Singaporean trait". what is the real unique thing about us, is we can have all the behaviours(including all those which i'm too lazy to type) in one body, and we tend to perform it extremely well. haha. despite the diverse background and homeland we came from, we manage to find the common identity of Singaporean. haha, nowhere in the world can you see people like us having this trait. oh and did i mention, true Singaporeans are able to speak a lot of different language. like me, English, Mandarin, Malay, Indian, Teochew, Canto, Hokkien and others japalang languages all rojak together. hah! not to mention Singlish.

okay that was a real random post. it's rather long so take your time to read it again while i may not be able to blog for this coming week. cause mon there's MC meeting, tues and wed i'll be working since seng also working, thurs i'm going on a one day puasa(hopefully i can tahan) and break fast with shidah&co. all these after my regular hour of attachment works. haha. busy man? i duno. till then lah hor....

what do you fear?

alright, for the benefits of my friends who are working office attachment and nothing much better to do, i will try to update my blog regularly to entertain you all. hah, like my blog itself is very entertaining -.-"

attachments so far still okay. good working environment, bunch of jokers around. there are bound to be some funny and hilarious incoming calls and insane conversation coming out from.. practically nothing? haha and those waiting time for calls to come in, while all the others are in a conversation, i will keep my restless and sleepy self to drawing. yeah i like drawing, i don't know why, maybe cause i'm a leftie. haha.

okay. so i have been trying to draw my version of Jack the Ripper. don't know why i have a sudden fetish in it, maybe for my love in skulls and body arts. but as i drew i began to wonder: "what's life like from death?" you know when you normally watch tv shows on how the spirits of our body goes to heaven/hell after we die? does that really happen? god knows. but sometime i really fear death, despite me keep reminding myself that we should go all out to enjoy life since we only live once. sometimes doing harm to my body knowingly but still i do it. what can i say? i'm beginning to get real worried, after the leg injury. haha. oh well..

moral of the story is: cherish your life. live it!

what crap? anyway, i think my leg is more or less recovered. don't feel any tinge of pain anymore. hopefully it did recovered. =)

oh ya i almost forgot. goodluck for results day tmr! =D

hard to hide

knowledge has always been what everyone is yearning for. since young, curiosity has always been striking onto us, making ask questions about this and that. yes it's true that the more you know, the more knowledgeable you may seems, the better you are. but sometimes, somethings are not to be known to us. it's like a completely opposite experience, where the cold hard facts then to push us back, causing us to feel afraid to move forward. sometime i wish i can be ignorant of certain matters but i just cant. oh well...

my leg is doing okay. been limping for the past few days, but today i can walk normally. though i dont dare to push my luck and worsen the situation, i think i shall reserve to try running a few days later. thanks for all you people concerns anyway.

and attachment has been.. relatively fun i guess. maybe i like the nature of the job and the company i receive all around. haha, lots of laughter and stupid jokes made during work, and my repetitive, "mingjun. m-i-n-g-j-u-n. mingjun" to the receiver at the other end. =)

alright shall take a break from here. need to plan my time and budget already!

hurt

sometimes the only medicine is your circle of trust. by letting things out, you feel that you feel much more happier than have everything kept inside yourself. there's a limited volume to what we can intake.

anyway, i dont know what happened to my leg. since i woke up on sat it has been hurting me. i dint hurt myself somewhere or what, just hopefully everything will be alright.
would like to thanks the crew of people who especially took good care of me and asked about me, and not complain a single bit even though we have to go all the way to amk to have my leg fixed by the sinseh and all the cab fare due to my immobility. seriously, i cant imagine if our lives didnt step across each other. it's been wonderful with you people. brother (and sisters) ji gu wei!

and dont worry people, hopefully my leg will recover soon enough for me to kick some balls. haha. time for me to turn in soon, there's still work to be done tmr! and sorry to MSA for not able to attend today's recce, hope everything's doing well! =)