Saturday, December 23, 2006

unfilial

cause we lost it all
nothing last forever
sorry i can't be
perfect


the playlist suddenly played this song, and a lot of emotions came rushing down my mind and heart. its like i'm having a real emotion roller coaster ride. call me an emo kid whatever, i don't care. yes i am an unfilial child. been only at home for alternate days, and on those days all along i have been either sleeping or lying on the couch watching tv; it looks more like a hotel than a home to me. to many of you, going home may be a warm, welcoming feeling, but its a torture to me to face the cold walls of my room, staring at the computer screen for god knows how long. just don't know why i suddenly turned back to the rebellious days which i used to have. seems like a leopard never changes its spots.
but you think i don't give a fucking care about this family? ask my friends who really know me well and they will say that i'm a family man. ask adrian, he's the one who's been sharing the joys and sorrow with me through this year. he's the only one who has the same frequency as me. screw the rules, to hell with people's perception of us; we are still going to be the family man, be it now or future. but some things just ain't going the way we wanted. it's human nature. it's natural for us to feel this way when facing with all these shits and nonsense. so don't blame me for my actions. take it a way as attracting your attention. you ain't reading this anyway.
and for all those who showed their care and concern, i thank you. don't worry about me, i will be strong. seldom do you see the ever happy-go-lucky me fall apart and being so down desperately. guess that's what Sagittarius people are.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

no they don't understand us

remember those days
when we held so closely
but times seems to pull us apart
and now we're like strangers

look in a family
father and mother i love you
i have everything i wanted
but not the special one we call love

do they even seem to care?
how much pain we're taking
what hurts our fragile soul
no they don't understand us

now look mum and dad
time had changed and i have changed
i want freedom, but i need love the most
im breaking down from all the pain that i withstand

do they even seem to care?
how much pain we're taking
what hurts our fragile soul
no they don't understand us

im slitting my wrist
im screaming in pain
but can you even hear me
no you dun even seems to care

do they even seem to care?
how much pain we're taking
what hurts our fragile soul
no they don't understand us


feeling down lately, ain't really sure of the real reason. i guess it's partly because of family. what's the use of compromising so much when the faults always lie on me. it's so unfair but that's how the system works. they are always right. making empty promises and they are right. sure they do love us; but the process of doing so just hurts us much more. i feel like i'm going back to the rebellious days that i used to have. it's not much of a choice. i cant always go back home and face all the rantings and shits. don't worry i'm not going to kill myself. i will not want to rest in such vexed mood. i'm sick and tired of this world. bye.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

how to save a life?

woah. just had the last paper for CT on thurs. that explains my hiatus in bloggin. well, overall quite okay with the tests other than POA. who to blame but myself for not studying hard enough for it, for slacking so much when i had one whole day to study for it. zz.. hopefully will not be penalised too much. ah it's over. should work harder for examination =/

so yea many things happened. my sis is now away in the philippines doing her voluntary work. had a heart-to-heart talk at the airport when sending her. its been quite long since i ever really talked to her. i'm also quite sad about it. its like this is the third consecutive year going there but its the first time i'm feeling so sad.
and adrian's going for his DB. duno what the shit that NS is about. 3years in camp and he cannot come out. the only way which i can communicate to him is through letter writing. like wtf?! its like a prisoner life in there. zz.. 3 fucking years and we can spend our brotherhood(including hong kiat) at the arena. like wtf?! sure i'll miss him. hopefully he does too.

okay. back to life. spent my time away at mind cafe with some of the lads after CT. seriously people, you all should try out mind cafe at boat quay there. seriously fun and enjoyable. and with the great company, endless laughters and brainless comments, you'll be in a hell out of good time. after that went to rod's house ton. supposed to be a movie marathon, in the end all went to sleep after the first movie. but we did something constructive before that. composed a song, well not exactly finished lah, but still its nice =) think a band is in the making, hopefully.....

and this ring another bell in my mind. i've decided to save up $$ to renovate my room and buy a drumset during my march holidays. yes i am. hopefully can save enough money eh? people pray hard for me.. hah!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

18yrs

happy birthday to me. yea thx pple.

thank you tb11 for making my day. for giving me the 10bottles of oolong tea, be it big bottle or small bottle. for the cream puff bday cake. for the tumbling towers with lotsa words and wishes. for the half-sponsored zara shirt. for the havaianas braziliano praia. for the never ending surprises. for the unforgettable memories. for the time we spent tgt. this is one memorable and happy bday i ever spent. so happy and touched by all that you have done. its been long, in fact a looong long time since i really enjoyed my day. almost closed to tears..=D

thank you weishan, yirene, xiuli, joachim, weihuang, winni, seewah, lynn, natania, zhengjie, zhaoxuan,i kongaik, yanzhi, paul, jasmine tan, yaoguang, peizhen, teo weilong, aubrey lee, junquan, sijia, junxiong for wishing me happy bday. =D

thank you kaihong, qiaofang, ah ping jie and ah zuo for wishing me too. =D

thank you brother tan wei tao adrian. for being there for me be in when im down or high. for sharing man's greatest gifts and friends. for all the cans we drank, all the bottle we downed, all the supplies we had. for all the stories and conversations we shared. you are one true brother that i can never forget. thank you.

other than my bday.
thank you rv for believing me in. thank you ms ek, mrs look, mr desmond lim, ms serene teo, mrs fiona choy, mrs lee lee mui, xie lao shi, chen quan long lao shi, zhang mei li lao shi, guo tie auntie and many others who had made my life in rv memorable. for making me who i am now. thank you.


what a day. all the fun and joy i had. reminisce and fruitful talk with brother tan. =D what a happy day it is.

Monday, December 04, 2006

-.-Zzz

sorry people for neglecting my blog for sooo long. was kinda busy for past weeks over projects, especially wcom. gosh now its like 7.05am and i'm wide awake. quite an impossible task for me to be awake at such wee hours. hah! that's because i've been pia-ing through the night just for this wcom proj. now that it's over.. seriously it is JOY TO THE WORLD! =D okay not really. war and natural disaster still do happens. shits happen.

okay that aside. er-hem! people and friends out there. must know wad to do hor? tmr will be a great day. lol! k la.. keep on saying i also feel that i abit bhb liao. keyword: abit.

haha! hmm nothing really exciting happened recently. just went to watch happy feet. the penguins are so cute.. even i find them adorable and hard to resist. ohh.. the night before went to seng's hse ton. lmao.. shldnt reach there so early lah.. go there kena forfeit. i suck at bluff. honest boy like me shouldnt even be playing bluff. ahh wadever.. its over. lol.. den ya.. that's about my week le. coz of projs.. make me so sianz. -.-" and CT is coming just around the corner. double sianz.

oh and thx weishan for your bdae wish. have fun in china and rmb wad you promised for my bday present. LOL!

Friday, November 24, 2006

_|_ nokia _|_

okay i know i have been ranting on this for quite awhile, especially to those who are with me this week but i just cant seems to contain myself with that.

nokia sucks big to the core.

seriously. was suppose to collect my phone ytd. however due to some unforeseen reason, it nv happened. like wtf?! they told me they need some more days to fix the problem. this is quite an irony. that time when i went to fix it, they said i can only collect it the next day. which mean, it will take only 1day to fix it. but i gave them 3days grace. now they are telling me that they need more time. -.-"

another problem i have with them, is that though it was partly my fault for not confirming with my bro if they had called him to notify about the delay, their service still sucks. they told me that they called my bro at 5+pm, so i was thinking wad if i really went to collect my hp at 4pm. wldn't i be making a wasted trip. gahh! then it will be my 7th trip down to nokia service center this weekend. kcuf it!

enough abt that. still rather pissed now. luckily i have some of my classmates with me tt time. had a great laugh over dinner and window shopping. after tt wenta meet ah tan & hk at bp. well ah tan is a true bro, he could see that i was pissed the moment he saw me. ahh wad good bro i have =)

till now i still dun have any takers to revamp my blog layout. anyone??

Saturday, November 18, 2006

zz phone zz

#$&*@#@%&*#@$^@*! muthakcuf-ing nokia 6280, so prone to injuries. knn this will be the 6th time i am going down to nokia service center to fix my phone. somemore now is screen spoil. yet again! so i cant see anything on my phone, which unfortunately is very bad. *sighs* this feeling sucks!

okay. on the brighter side, at least the meeting last night went alright. well i must say serangoon is like a foreign land to me. it's like i dun even know where am i or whatsoever. =/ next time must go explore other parts of spore. so went to henry's hse there and completed minutes and questionaire for wcom is almost done. kinda like relaxed awhile after wcom stuffs by chillin' out at the field outside of his house. talk damn lot cock la.. its also a sort of personal reward to myself for working so hard these. few days yeah the rest of the details are random. dun need to know.

hmmm... anyone for the movie "deck the hall"? seems nice in the trailer while waiting for step up to be shown. and im gonna save up for a shopping spree@vivo once holiday come. hah! so many things to do. so many things to buy. so little spending power. argh!! if only budget can be like tt of bmgt proj. woots!

oh and pple. it's less a month, or shld i say almost half a month to the special day. haha. *hints* must prepare gifts for me ar. =D

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

wake up!!

what a week it was. as promised to myself, was suppose to go chill out with some of the usual guys but due to some unforeseen circumstances, it was cancelled. was feeling kinda like f-ed up abit coz i really need to relieve the stress within me. luckily brother tan and ng came to help me. they offered their time and lodging. ahah! tt's wad bros are for! =) haha.. oh and went over to brother tan's hse and i uncovered the best soup for instant noodles and a nice show called boston legal. guess i will be watching tt show once i have the chance, tt is after i finished goong which i borrowed from shuxian for like 2wks le and i havent even touch any bit of the show! =/

speaking of shuxian, bdae coming le eh? aiya guess it wld be any other typical thurs lah.. lol! thurs lessons all veh important leh =x

haha. yea so sun the naidni jio-ed me and the indian to the spore 8th motor show. omg guys out there you should check it out. fast cars, hot babes, cool stunts(okay lah not tt cool after all.. onli drifting).. what more can you ask for? den took a lot of photos again. hah! and zx still haven send me my photo with my honda super4!! well i bought one polo tee from there. been looking for this type of racing shirts for long. honda motor. next time upload the pic if i have the chance. =)

ohhh. and i realised i have been using this layout for the past 2yrs plus le. think can considered as 3yrs le. lao kok kok liao. through these years of blogging, keep seeing pple change layout. think it's time for me to do so too but i dun have the time! argh!! anyone wld like to volunteer? lol.. i dun want those girlish or aqua time de xD

alright. its like 530am liao. gotta go catch some winks first. lesson starting in another 3hrs time. woots!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

soo tiiiiirrreeeedddd.......

zz. it was a bad decision to pia BCA excel assignment on sun night. a bad start to the week is always bad. now im soooo tired that i think i really need to chill and relax once friday night comes, that is after my work which is like around midnight -.-

okay went to marina after lect on mon, coz BCA e-learning, ahhh.. "e-learning days r mostly meant for outings" haha.. philosophy of tb11. heh.. took some random vids and pics, the most random being some scandalous stuffs.. LOL! den today overslpt for lect, which is the second time in a row where i missed BMGT lect. jialat liao lah... zz. anw, took some random pics again at the atrium after grp discussions. lol.. we just like to camwhore eh? xp

YA! weishan came to crash np today. but i din manage to meet her lah. timing dun match. sad eh? nvm next time jio more pple come np crash, surely will get to meet one or two de.. heh!

and peeps! it's less than a month away from my bdae loh!~ prepare presents ar xD in case you all dunno wad to get, i prepare a list of what i hope to have lah.. LMAO!
1. a graffiti designed trucker cap
2. a pair of havaianas =)
3. maybe a new bag? aint sure..
4. sneaker! unless like 10 of you share rite? lol..
5. if you think you are tt charitable, give me a drumset. i'll love you (subjective ar =x)

so what are you waiting for? save money/borrow money(not from me of course!) now! haha!!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

welcome to the black parade.

another week of cabbing to school. wth?! 2weeks of cabbing can really burn a hole. but nonetheless glad that the stompaids challenge had finally ended. was very exhausting to go to school, do the project and working at the same time. damn tiring la. well the event was not as great as we expected. many last min changes, but still overall quite satisfied with it. =/ hmm its over so no point brooding over it eh? one load off my mind le. now for the modules projects... zzz... oh and catching up with academic stuffs.

shall make this a short one la. dun really know wad to write down. eh.... MCR new album is quite nice yar? pple who enjoy rock music shld go try it, cos my playlist is filled with their songs now. i like almost all of their songs in it. i like "i dont love you" & "dead!" while rodney like "cancer". overall its better than the previous album.. not tt emo but nicer! =)

tt's abt it lah. now to check up with my precious sleep. zzzzzzzzzzz

Sunday, October 29, 2006

crazy taxi

im going to get sick of taxi soon. zz been going down to sch by cab for 3 consecutive days. like wtf?! kinda like burned a hole in my budget lah.. wed and thurs was coz i overslpt and was going to be late for lessons. i missed the lectures for both days, mean i have to catch up with the pace soon. fri was an exception. wanted to buy some stuffs at my aunt's shop, but who knew they just opened for the day so i helped out pushing the stuffs out. it was for a good cause so i shant complain tt much on fri. mingjun is just tt helpful lah xD anw like wad my maec tutor says, "spending is good; it helps to boost the economy." =D

den fri aftn was supposed to spent working on the event for tmr. unfortunately i was feeling veh sick and lethargic at tt time, so i spent the whole aftn dozing off at mjie's hse. feeling abit guilty abt tt cause i know tt he's damn worried abt the proj and want it to be a successful one. during LMS can see that he din really concentrated much on the lesson but his focus was on stompaids lah. ohmy.. hopefully all run well on mon till wed. =/

after tt was supposed to go imm watch s.h.e. with mei hua but she cancelled it. den was again supposed to hang out with zjie, sz and the rest. but all were not available so cancelled. hopefully next fri ba eh? so wenta met up adrian for a drink first before hk came and brought some surprise along with my txtbk. absolut apeach! aha! was bullshitting & crapping lots with them. ah, hanging out with the both of them has always been liddat. den i cabbed home again -.-"

oh and i haven went to catch up on the forum which adrian told me abt some rjc girl who made a stupid comment on the poorer side of spore and whose dad was also quite dumb to add spice to the forum. zz.. now before i sign off shall share with you some very "singaporean" video:

Friday, October 27, 2006

shagged

omg. this is only the second week of the semester and im feeling so super shagged. zz. so shagged that i just fell asleep on the sofa just now the moment i sat on it. -.-" and i missed two lectures for the past two days just bcoz i overslpt. this is bad.. coz mingjun is a guaikia and dun like to pon lessons. tmr is IS day, hopefully i can wake up on time. *prays hard was quite stunned when ace asked me why i looked so tired today. i mean, my eyes are already so small that i think you all are used to it. so if i looked tired, den wldnt my eyes be like " ._. "??? LOL! well its a good thing that im taking off from work later. most prob gonna meet up with zjie and peeps to relax at lot1 before gg down for a drink with adrian&hk. =)

30th oct coming real soon. which mean the event is coming up right next mon. the pressure of making it a successful one seems to be great. its like we've been preparing for this day since last mth. and tt there were many changes made along the way. looking forward to wed when the event ends lah. till den can i really take the load of my mind lah..

budden again, this is just like the balance sheet we learn in POA lah. after taking stompaids outta my mind, projs and assignment from diff modules start to appear one by one. the neverending cycle of works (other than during the holidays) will come back again. zz.. just cant wait for holiday to come again.. hehe.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

okay. another update. if not weekok will be complaining and pestering me to do so =x

haha. first tutorial of the sem was super ultra booooring that me and rod started to take random pics of ourselves. the tcher was like singing lullaby. or maybe tt the topic was super dry. either way i duno. ohshit. blogging this reminds me tt there's tutorials to be done but i haven gotten the books from spidey yet. =/

and my timetable seems to be screwed totally. here's a preview

focus on thurs aftn. fancy having two lessons on simultaneously at diff venue. either im duplicating myself or splitting myself into two to achieve such great feat. simply impossible lah.

shiats man. will be veh busy from now till next wk le. gotta start preparation for something big tt's gg to happen at NP. stay tune peeps!!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

backk~

vannakum. sorry people for the looong delay in updating. cldnt get connected due to change of router. now i sorta fixed it ard myself. hope tt it's the right way. hah..

well nth much happened lately also, other than starts of new sem and new modules. as you know, first week of new sem only has lecture. so everyday i was like in sch for 2hrs nia. after tt had lunch with tb11 den off i go to work. everyone like a lil bit sianz sianz abt gg to sch. all r still in holidays mood i suppose =/
oh, LMS class is like boooring shit lah. the tutor is like wad i gotten for CATS before. talking to herself. zzz. the class oso like damn quiet. think not familiar with one another lah. hmm..

haha. another thing to note. i had successfully read a book. pegasus bridge. nice book about ww2 which most of us wldnt had taken note of. yea.. thinking back, the last time i read a book was like sec2 for elit? din even really read the text. just some here and there. heh.. this time its for real. i read the whole book, other than appendix, acknowledgements and index etc. lol...

kkz, till the next time i feel like updating lah. xD

Monday, October 09, 2006

zz

sianz ji ki. i cannot go online liao cause my sis changed router due to renewal of plan. now my com and lappy cannot get connected to the internet. zz.. currently using my sis com while she's not at home. needa ask my uncle come fix the problem asap. till then, dun think will be further updates on blog. hold on pple.. i know you all will miss me de. haha.. oso nth much to update lah.. haha!

but not able to come online means
1) NO watching of slam dunk anime on youtube =(
2) NO sharing of songs with fren
3) worse till, NOT BEING ABLE TO CHAT WITH PPLE ONLINE! double argh!!

okay, abit exaggerating. hah.. shall look on the bright side. means i can spend more time concentrating on the book pegasus bridge and learning tamil. =)) till then.. bye pple!

Friday, October 06, 2006

vaanakum

okay firstly. HAPPY 18th BDAE mr tkh!! haha.. belated entry. 18yrs old le wor~ pls grow up and stop playing maple xD k lah old skool retro boy.. know this bro of mine for 8yrs plus le. must say he is maybe indispensable in my life le. not tt i'm gay but all the joy&sorrow we been thru is more than words can describe lah. if only our brotherhood with the others could remain tt strong. hopefully one day we can reconcile our bond tgt with the rest eh? and thanks to this bro tt im still alive in this world coz he once sorta saved my life =x

and to weishan: like i said, be strong! hope you're doing fine now. life's like tt. we have to accept it =)

and yaoguang, you better take care of yourself eh.. hope you get well soon.

and mingjun is learning tamil language now! my goodness. yes i went to the national lib to borrow a book to aid me in speaking tamil. nah language isnt my forte. im not really veh good and precise in my core languages like english and chinese. but im one who goes for wider scope than deeper thoughts. haha.. so im planning to learn tamil followed by malay and cantonese!! no im not preparing myself for a translator job, tamil is just another aid for me during work. its hard to understand yea =/

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

gahh

firstly, thanks to everyone who showed their care and concern over these 2days. its comforting to know that pple still cares eh? yea im feeling much more better now, other than a horrible thing tt happened last night. was walking towards the toilet when i suddenly just blacked out in the kitchen, k.o. and *thud*, i was laying on the toilet floor unconscious. damn scare now lah, cause i duno if i went head first or what. later if siao siao got internal bleeding in the head i sure cry. choi! think must go for body check-up and x-ray scan one of these days.. hmmm..

well today, was suppose to go ice-skating lah. due to some circumstances, went kbox again. yea think i somehow manage to get voice back over singing. strange hur? oh.. saw many jrs too. its a bad thing to go jec in the aftn for me i guess. haiz, was then thinking back abt sec sch days. the students really changed a lot lah hur, seems to see a lot of posers here and there -.- and to think that colin told henry that he saw many chiobus in rv. lmao... imagine if i go back to rv to relief teach. xD

ahh. so fast 4th oct approaching. needa return lib books le. and i only read half of it. shit, gonna re-loan it again and borrow some other books. reading is good you know xp oh! njc science stream pple completed promos le. *QUN! let's jam one day. nxt wk my last week of holidays le!! quick quick!! =))

Monday, October 02, 2006

*sniffs

ohman, down with flu now. its been a long time since i fell sick and this feeling sucks totally. zz... was feeling rather lethargic and moody ytd while watching youtube and was thinking "siao liao, i gg to pua peh liao....", and this morning i woke up just because i was thirsty. i mean, normally i wld have just fell so fast asleep tt i wld ignore almost everything including phone calls =x but this morning this was rare of me lah. guess i knew it was coming. sianz ji ki. seriously sianz when you're feeling sick during your holidays. haizz..

den saw the timetable le. everyday starts at 9am. like wth! last sem at least we have a day tt starts from 11am and another from 1pm. this sem all starts at 9am, with fri starting at 8am again! zz how am i going to be punctual for all the lessons still puzzles me. hmmm...

another thing abt the timetable is that wed is the day when i am dismissed the earliest, other than fri IS lessons of course. this put me in a dilenma whether to cont hockey training or not. i mean.. asking me to wait in sch from 1pm to 6pm, 5hrs leh! so sianz lah. den im only left with sun off day le.. so abit boring ar if i cont hockey. if not i need to find another cca lah.. hopefully a nice one where someone can accompany me and only takes up one day of my week, which doesnt include wed. hah!

Friday, September 29, 2006

lalala~~

today went town with the usual for weekok's bdae! happy bdae uncle toh, LOL! k lah.. you still young. forever 15 x) hope you like today's outing.

yea.. went kbox yet again. sing sang sung. yea atmosphere was good. service was bad =( anw took some pics and vid. though i haven seen those pics yet. hmmm =/ after went jalan jalan ard.. from marina to orchard. den ate breeks. eating the half chicken is like doing a surgery.. so tedious. den wanted to catch a show, but went for coffee talk at tcc in the end coz lazy to rush there. haha.. was sooo tired tt i fell aslp halfway thru before deciding to head back home.

so ya.. abt the previous entry.. i had now packed my table. the rest is up to my mum and sis le. i even fold my bedsheets nowadays. omg! for 18yrs this is the first time i fold my bedsheets for consecutive days.. aint i a good boy.. i mean good guy? =))

Sunday, September 24, 2006

my home? or just like another hotel?

well just reached home. and my sis asked me a favour which sent me into somehow a mix between laughter and sarcasm. "can you pls pack your room? i need some space to store the boxes"
well.. not tt i mind her using my room to store the things that she's gg to send over to those less priviledged pple in Bago, Phillippines. it's for a good deed and i would be ever more delighted to contribute this space temporarily.

but then again i looked into my room and figured out smt. other than the desk, two-third of the wardrobe and my bed, the rest of the stuffs doesnt even belong to me. it's like somehow an irony to have a room of your own yet filled with a lot of other stuffs. simply zz.. yes my room was a store room before my parents decide to let me own it. but isnt it a little bit way too long for them to have their stuffs in here. some of the things are like 10yrs ago and they still cldnt bear to throw it away. another funny thing is tt my parents still asked me to pack my room. well i tried; and whenever i wanted to throw away some of the stuffs, my parents wld be like
"dun throw it! we can still use it"
yea use it. and its in the corner of my room feeding on cobwebs. zz.. well they did somehow try to clear it.. dumping away a few boxes and adding more soon after. totally wasted efforts.

those who had been to my hse and my room had seen it for yourself. you would had seen those boxes lying abt in front of the full length mirror. and it defeats the purpose of the mirror. coz when i stand in front of it, i cannot see anything below my knees. hah.

so now i know why i rather spend the night away outside or at my fren's hse. and my mum even has the cheek to ask me why i dun wanna come back. zz i dun even has a sense of belonging here. other than my bed, my com, my table, my clothes, the sofa and the toilet. other than that.. its a veh complicated thing to say.

sad to say, i feel more of a sense of belonging at my brother's hm. im too lost for words for the feelings and attachment i had to my bro's hm than mine. my home is just like a hotel nowadays where i come home to bathe and slp. and come online of course. how sad family life can be hur? zz.. i dun even think my parents know wad i am doing nowadays other than working and gg out. ohmy im growing envious or rather, jealous to those pple who have such caring and patience parents lah.. it's like veh frustrating and awkward for me to come back home. no sense of belonging i guess. haizz..

Saturday, September 23, 2006

zz

okay. abit high now. i may be spouting nonsense now. currently at my bro's hse.. haha.. drank too much just now outside. =/ 烦阿!! haizz.

life nowadays damn mudane lah. damn sianz. wake up, work, play, slp. zz my life is going round this cycle now. haha.. sound kinda funny and contradicting for pple to say tt im enjoying life now. too much free time sets you thinking abt lotsa stuffs. that's true yea. heard from my frens that i was sleep-talking abt certain stuffs just now. some stuffs tt you cannot let go. it's been almost half a yr and i cant seems to forget abt it. how pathetic pumingjun. you're wasted. fancy trying to drown your sorrow in alcohol. zz... but tt's wad i am lah. wasted.. real wasted. at least im trying be myself. ohwell =/

at least ytd i went out with the usual to catch a movie and played bowling. loooong time since i played bowling. hah.. lousy player like me dont even deserve to be playing tt. after tt wenta watch john tucker must die. booring! i think tt movie is just suitable for brainless bimbos lah. so no storyline and lame. gahx!!

okay. wait there's one more thing in life for me at least. stompaids proj. haha.. at least im working on smt rather than wasting my time away hur.. zzz.
"你还爱我吗? 很想问你这句话。。。"

Sunday, September 17, 2006

zz

okay i'm finally updating my blog cos' i haven really been at home lately. i'm coming home nowadays just to sleep and eat. other than that i'll be outside. zz like i'm going back to the lifestyle which i used to have. and that's bad.

so wassup' with me lately? well other than the quite mudane life of sleeping and working, been doing the stompAIDS project. ya.. pple must support us when we present our workpiece yea! hahah. also went out with my brothers, play billiard, play cards, chit-chat relax.. seems like life's going quite alright hur? lol.. did i mention i went to the lib and borrowed a book to read? xD

oh. and results are out. quite alright but like always, can do much better though =/ disappointed with microecons lah. zz sian ji ki!

haha. next time update again.. going to cook my own dinner le -.-zz

Sunday, September 10, 2006

fker

"Everyone is so full of shit; Born and raised by hypocrites" -Green Day, Jesus of Suburbia

fk it! i am seriously disappointed and pissed upon hearing this lah. to think that you only bastard my brothers. din even imagine you'll do this to your good fren too. you bloody hell piece of mofo.. knn.. how on earth do you bring to yourself to do this? heartless cb! may you lose in all your bet and fall heavily in debt with bookies.. nabei.. just you watch out....

Friday, September 08, 2006

random

so all went well at nokia center. other than the fact that they haven't really repair the fking problem which i complained for like.. the 3rd time? zzz.. i shall find one day to complain yet again.. that is when i'm really that free.

okiez. i knew i would use this sooner or later to update for the sake of updating.. haha. here goes a quiz i did on nat's blog:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

see? aint i great? xp oh.. and the ad that has been on tv.. you know the 17000kHz ringtone that teens can hear but adults cant? i think it's fake, cause we are afterall human beings and we share the same range of frequency for sound! haha! leeleemui and physics! ohmy!!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

tb11 chalet..

alright. back from tb11 chalet.. was not as fun&exciting as expected but still quite fun lah =/

okiez so we went to buy the stuffs on sat.. giant is a good place for trolley drifting =D haha.. so BIG and spacious! den after tt just buy and buy.. den the usuals came to my hse to marinate the wings.. zz shld have listen to my mum not to buy so much chicken wings.. in the end so much was thrown away -.- wasted sia!

den sun went chalet.. ermm.. reach there le go walk walk before bbq. ohman henry the chef can realli bbq chicken wings. cooked, tender, sweet&juicy yet unburnt.. pro sia. can fight with kfc but cannot fight with shen's fried breaded chicken! how i miss it.. too bad he's in canada now..

okok back to topic.. bbq halfway wenta play ball.. haha shuxian is the ultimate shriek-er! so high tt it can be deafening! haha.. after that went back and down i went inside the pool.. so cooling.. den ard 1+morning to to the beach there tok cock sing song.. haha.. den dunno why some of us emo/sentimental.. haha.. juz sit down there stare into blank talking rubbish =/ after tt went back chalet tok cock& listen to rod&seng sing again b4 we K.O.

second day.. woke up play card games.. heart attack, idiots, murderer.. haha damn gaoxiao lah the way we played.. den went to eat lunch.. lol the nasi briyani from koufu@sentosa causes diarrhea! lmao henry and mjie tio it..

following tt is games time! frisbee, soccer, captain ball.. saw tokky there.. well... hmm yea so coincidental.. den went into the water before kena buried in the sand.. and i slept in there for like an hr lah! coz too shagged and the weather too cooling le.. haha.. den wenta eat dinner before playing those games indoor games again.. afterwhich, some of em' fell aslp and the rest were sitting down there talk cock again! haha.. ghost stories and transexuals..

third day checked out. wenta eat ben&jerry's.. i still prefer haagen daaz's belgian choc.. haha.. den wenta watch the monster house.. so boring yet so cute o.O
"dun look back"
"ARGH! i looked back!!"
and there were two gals sitting behind were like screaming when it's not scary at all.. den i looked back.. after the movie the two of em' keep giggling while looking at my direction. zz.. den wenta window shopped.. and on the way hm damn paiseh lah.. think i too tired.. fell aslp.. den my head keep tilting towards the right where a lady was sitting.. zz.. think almost tio her 3 to 4 times =x

ok.. seldom see such long entry hur? tmr im going to nokia service fone le.. this will be my 3rd time for like less than half a yr. wish me luck and wish nokia luck too. gonna start warming up the mouth to start kp and fk them upside down inside out liao..........

Saturday, September 02, 2006

tchers' day

ytd tchers' day.. was.. quite sianz other than meeting the tchers & some old frens lah. haizz.. oso duno why sia =/

yea.. so i went back with dan early in the morning.. and i was santa claus for a moment.. haha.. just giving out presents to teachers.. and...... hmm ya and i cldnt even really recognise mrs choy. her haircut makes her look so.. different? ohwells.. at least she said she's touched by my presents and cards.. haha.. so yea.. hmmm.. hope she can take care of her eyes yea..

den chatted with chen chuan long 老师 for while watching the performance lah.. it's so comforting to know that he still cares abt my well-being despite NOT teaching in my 5yrs in rV. respect. and i have to congrat him too xD haha.. he is one great teacher lah.. maybe tt is even an understatement!

let see.. chatted awhile with the rest of the tchers like mr lim and mrs look =) i am surprised by how some teachers are so updated with my life and all these.. i mean.. they even know wad im doing even though i left rV physically.. haha.. though my heart is still in rV.. =( sad ms ek not in rv tt time lah.. dun be amazed by this comment peeps. i respect ms ek alot now.. thinking back i muz really thx her for asking me to stay back in rV.. if not i think i wldnt have progress so far lah..

yupp.. den met up with a lot of familiar faces. omg! some of em change so much tt i cldnt recognise them.. haha.. well its surprising to see some j2s coming back. maybe they're here for the old sa campus bah. oh wells... yea wenta lunch with most of the 4f guys present.. it's actually all but oldman. i mean patrick chan. haha! talked alot.. realli missed the times when all the guys wil play ball tgt after sch.. hang out tgt lah.. one day we shall do it again one day! =)

oh and i went shopping these few days b4 work. bought 2shirts and bermudas alrdy. let see how much i can buy before the end of holiday =)

Monday, August 28, 2006

sweep sweep sweep......

firstly.. to all those going back to rV on thurs.. I WILL be going back and I WILL be there early in the morning for morning assembly. those who wanna pei me pls DO come along.. if not i will be like an idiot =/ haha cya peeps there!!

okiez. so i sorta tidied up my room.. like finally my mum is clearing all those miscellaneous stuffs in my room.. things like old clothes, old books and random bits and pieces which shld not be in my room are left with like less than half of the original quantity. and that's gd. real gd..

been wondering lately.. i save of the money that i earned.. but wad do i save it for? hmmm.. alright dun tell me save it for future like marriage or kids.. i will smack you upside down -.-! like duhz i do leave a small part of this le.. but juz a small part...

well maybe i will like to save it for a drum set. drumming been my passion and all i can say tt it is phenomenon. and i wld gladly like to own a drum set of my own.. budden again staying in a hdb flat means you need to spare a thought for your neighbours.. unless they dun mind you hitting your drum again like qun's. =/

den again, having a tv set in your room is not a bad idea. it's not a need but a want.. it's not a necessity hence it's price elastic. but the benefit(s) are like tempting. no more fighting for the tv..LOL. and this will lead to other better benefits.. haha..

BUT den again.. i have been saying i wanna get a license. and tt need license. unless my parents dun mind forking out the fees for me.. i will have to choke it up myself. zzz.. and wad's thepoint of learning license but not owning a car? it's like cutting botak but dun wanna cut it short.. lmao! hmm..

life.. full of choices that causes headache!

Friday, August 25, 2006

sch's out. fun's in

firstly, HAPPY BDAE TOKKY! <3
sry peeps for the loooong hiatus.. coz was having exams. now it holiday time.. time to relax and have fun!! yupp.. overall the exams was okiez. if you studied and listen to lesson den you can pass. onli duno a few here and there.. anyhow bang an answer hoping it will be right =) and ya.. 5modules down. shant comment on the module lah.. coz i am reminded by one stupid module that my blog is included in weekok's, henry's and my eportfolio xp

okiez. 7weeks break. alot of things to do......
teachers' day
class chalet
class outing

other than that suddenly i realised i dun have tt much programme other than going out with frens and to work le.. hmm =/ and my other personal stuffs like tidying my room(like finally...), reading books(yes my passion for military history) and getting back what i lost..

ya.. ytd after the last paper went marinasq eat seoul garden with the usual.. after tt went esplanade chill.. the gals left early but we guys cont talking till 2+? haha and singaporeans. pls vote for the real singer in a singing competition like sg idol. pple like joakim gomez cant sing for nuts! he shld be at some modelling competition instead of this.. zz.......

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

ah hua auntie where r u?

woots. ytd went esplanade lib studied again. okiez was late but wasnt the latest one! haha.. so just studied there.. and after tt when to eat. and walk abt around esplanade, admiring the night view there.. den we headed to the riverside.. and weekok played sentimental songs yet again =/ zzz.. haha.. alright.. i shall not be sentimental now...

den on the way back.. did smt veh paiseh lah.. minnie mouse! dun say it out ar!!

ya.. i saw the beehoon auntie from rV on the bus.. you know? tt one in west coast site selling beehoon for 70c and the queue always the shortest one? ya.. den i suddenly just thought of ah hua auntie.. tt drink stall auntie tt sells guo tie de.. how i miss her.. and the guo tie of course.. ahh!! she moved away from rV just like tt.. just *poof* now i miss her ever frenly smile.. she's like a big sister lah.. guiding us along life.. or rather me. now who can i talk to so openly when i visit rV in future? )= haizz.. AH HUA AUNTIE! WHERE ARE YOU?!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

amkkkkkk

omg! missing-memories is missing and killyoulater had been killed! zzz.. suddenly two blogs less to read.. awww.. sooo sad =/

anw wenta AMK today. alright.. it was bloody boring there. nth except a pathetic jubilee cinema and some fast food outlet. hmmm.. went kfc to study with the usual peeps.. was rather condusive for me today.. haha.. den.. ohya.. wenta eat ramenten with the SHE and after walked ard amk central. sooo boring and old over there. urgh! heng xiaolongmao said there's gonna be a cathay building ard there soon.. okay.. not tt soon bah.. hmmm.. yup tt's abt it at my outing to amk other than playing the reverse word game.. lol!

hmmm.. somehow ever since tt day after reading a book titled "Second World War" at kinokuniya taka with the lads.. i am reminded again of my white shorts day. those were the days when the respectable mr lim will be fascinating us with the vivid examples and videos, making history lessons interesting! yes you aint see nth wrong. history IS interesting(for modern world history tt is). i think i have the history blood in me. i mean.. i think i'm hooked onto those military warfare of the past.. not tt im sadist enough to see all the videos with dead bodies lying abt.. but you shld know wad i mean lah.. ahh.. i shall save up for the whole video set of bands of brothers =D

and funkers. pls respond to seewah's msg. yupp.. it's been quite long since we all meet le..

Saturday, August 12, 2006

whee~

YAY! another module down. now i dun have to wake up super early in the morning at 7am to go to sch! haha.. but will kinda miss the time with the peeps though.. esp coach 老heng.. super crappy but super good. learnt alot of life lesson from him.. hmm..

den ace was trying to show his magic tricks to henry, nguan & me. but he kena exposed a lot of times by henry.. coz from the angle where henry is sitting you can see it all.. quite interesting though.. somemore looks so real..

okiez. so as i was listening to all the national day songs playing thru & thru the radio over & over again.. smt funny crossed my mind. you all shld know kit chan's famous "home". let take an extract from the song;
"this is home, truly. where i know i must be....."
alright. but guess where's she residing now? canada! how contradicting =/ okiez. so random.
den there's this mavis hee who went abt forcing pple to call her god. siao zhar bo!(crazy girl).. haha.. who knows maybe next time we may see stef sun running ard town screaming "我要一个大房子".. okiez you can see im trying to be spastic over here. =D

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

nation's day

alright, first and foremost:
HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!

hahah.. the ever patriotic me. yes dun be surprised by the previous sentence. i'm proud to be a sporean! just tt i hate most of the politics.. lol! oh and i just saw the MV of this year's theme song by kaira gong. okiez dun say i'm suaku coz i have absolutely no time to glue to the tv all these while.. got sch and work commitment =/ haha.. actually the song is quite nice lah! fancy me hearing it only on national day.. haha..

den oh ya! haha.. went to study again with some of my classmates in RP.. lol hard to find such a studious class in poly rite? heheh.. the buildings there look classy lah.. but the sch still sucks x= haha! there quite condusive lah.. got aircon, nice table and comfy chair.. we like! and we did acapella again while taking break.. so funny lah..

after tt went causeway pt eat. and played arcade awhile.. bballers really suck big time at the bball game.. we are not used to the short height of the basket lah.. haha..

and all thx to weekok and henry for pestering abt my past. im now listening to mostly sentimental songs! argh! and thinking alot abt the past.. wad drastic change from the rock tt i was listening to all these while sia! lol.. hope it'll only be a temporary change.. haha.. hmmm..

Monday, August 07, 2006

looking back

shuxian said i can be a good counsellor! and i told sherwin maybe i am a good listener.

okiez. abit bhb up there xp

today was supposed to go town jalan jalan with zj, ahneh guang and xuanz. in the end din go.. sudden change of plan.. maybe next time bah =/ so i went to meet some of my classmates in bugis.. was supposed to study at national lib again but there was no space. so we walked to esplanade lib and did our work.. haha! a sense of accomplishment sia! i completed the bstat tutorial! heheh.. actually bstat not tt difficult lah.. it's just tedious? as long as we practice enough and that's going to be sufficient! so i'm gg to practice it! =)

after tt went to eat dinner at taka.. some jap curry rice that mjie introduced. den i bought brownies! omg.. dun ever try the guiness brownies.. it sucks totally! but fugey chewy still the best! no wonder it's the #1 seller! hah!

hmm.. after tt took a bus to clarke quay.. on the way there we tried acapella! we were trying! lol.. weekok, henry, mjie, sherwin and me! ahha.. den we went to henry's haagen daaz to eat. people go eat the belgian choco.. it's heavenly! almost floated in the air; but was bloated in the end! hey it rhymes! ya and took some photos along the way too!

den took 190 back to west with the westside pple.. talking to them makes me feel old! =( or maybe i'm just grown matured lah! haha.. but seriously.. looking back at the 2005's me and 2006's me.. i can see the differences lah.. even mdm huang chew inn saw it when i went back to rV. xp life.......

Saturday, August 05, 2006

familiar

have any of you ever had a dream that seems so real that it happens in reality a few days or even a few months later? like somehow everything, the settings, the people and the sequences of events follow how everything in your dream went.. rather eerie dont you think? dan89 and i talked abt it before and he told me that it's called deja vu. like in the matrix. it happens to me quite a few time le. like i find everything so similar. some say you may dream of the future; others suggest that you dream of what had happened.. mother nature at it's best in confusing pple's mind once again.. ahhhh.. how i wish i had dreamt of us being tgt. haizz..

okiez that was rather random from me.

why is everyone ard me getting so emo nowadays? like suddenly everyone talk in a depressing tone, write as if that is their last will =/ some pple get emo bcoz of relationship problems, some are stressed under sch work while other emo bcoz they just wanna get.. emo? totally out of point! haha.. maybe i shld just close my eyes and turn emo after opening it. lmao!

now there are so many different nicknames in tb11 lah.. we have minnie mouse, elmo, 招财猫,小&大笼猫,老娘/$3.50/brother, fkface/metal teeth etc.. and how these names come abt has their own reasons.. just tt it's too complicated only x) heheh..


"海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外“ haizz..

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

kara 永远 ok!

whee~ NO MORE PROJS AND TESTS TILL NEXT SEM! lalala~~ but there's still the examinations coming =(

okiez. just some self celebration. haha.

today was another tb11 kbox session! and 顺便 celebrate mjie's bday. 顺便 only arhz. haha.. during tutorial everyone was just in holiday mood lah.. all rdy and gearing up for outing! den after tt went lot1 kbox. well first thing we did in kbox was to smash mjie's face with a small cake. haha. so 搞笑 lah.. and who's idea was tt? who else but the orginal prankster! heheh.. but i oso kena by him too lah.. and it was only me! zzz. caught totally offguard lah.. coz i was gg to take his present when he attacked from behind! grrr.. nvm i had my revenge. i bet he likes the "shirt" and "colonge" that ace & me gave him.. muahaha!

then it was sing sing sing! everyone got so hyper and high lah.. as if we are all in concert. lol.. some of the songs tt we sang were exceptionally 搞笑! seriously will make you ROFLMAO! and 招财猫 kept taking candid pictures of us lah! den when i wanted to take candid picture of her she just hide or cover herself.. well we tried to force her to sing.. but the way she resisted looks more like we are trying to rape her =x in the end she did sing lah. well done ar! ahaha..

after everything went to eat with sherwin and our zestful rodney.. haha.. talked a lot of stuffs lah.. our private conv.. sounds like girls bitchin liddat. lol! but duno why i just like to have these kinda talks lah.. maybe ima bitch? =x or maybe i just need an outlet to let myself off! yea.. hmmm..

oh and i have black fingernails now.. so do henry and 招财猫! =)

Sunday, July 30, 2006

海阔天空

suddenly there seems to be a lot of foods in my hse. SEVEN cartons of milk, 1 box of durian cream puff, 3boxes of chocs biscuit, one packet of fried banana chips and a packet of m&n crispy. its so unusual for me to see sooo many snacks in the kitchen.. and my sudden fetish for banana milk is in the fridge too! not all the 7cartons pls. but onli one. okiez.. this is so random.

yes.. OB proj is drawing to a close.. hope everything goes well tmr! =) well we met up to complete it today in sch and a lot of funny things happened. haha! after tt i went to meet my mum for shopping&dinner! at clementi shopping for groceries tt is. haha.. but going out with mum is one good thing coz wadever you buy is your mum pay! heheh.. i today only saboon a bottle of l'oreal wax and a few canned food. next time shall go for more! rawr!

oh! and tmr's BA Lecturer's Day and bAoc'07 SCs registration.. well i still duno which grp to register with.. many pple asked me to join this join tt.. shall see how tmr lah.. hmmm..

"原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒
被弃了理想谁人都可以
那会怕有一天只你共我"
i am suddenly so into this song.. omg! BEYOND is sucha gd band.. pple, you all shld go listen to it!

Friday, July 28, 2006

byebye!!

yes!! finally cats module is officially OVER! for my class tt is. its a cause for celebration.. coz i think a lot of pple have been waiting for this day to come. wad worst in poly than having to attend boooring modules? haha.. BYE BYE CATS! shoo~!

another things for me to cheer on is that we are finally making a BIG progress for ob proj. heh.. finally a proper discussion on this proj. okiez.. abit exaggerated. but nonetheless.. after mon really no more projs till next sem le!

okiez.. now its time for me to chiong tutorial. sry pple if my entries nowadays is abt sch works etc.. coz my life has been hanging ard these things lately.. soon all the fun will come in lah.. tues! lol..

Thursday, July 27, 2006

ohscrew!

okiez. real screwed this time round. ocom test ytd was bad! really duno how to do all of the fill in the blanks. gah! hope tt table topic next wk will be good. well.. no one really aimed to ace ocom lah.. bloody freak module. its so common sense and i dun see the point of learning the theories. do you? lol.

and now there's miec assignment which i still cant find a suitable article to use. zzz. been searching for it the whole noon. hope tt tcher can give chance.. and ob proj. my goodness! grrr.. i swear im going to dig my head under the sand and complete this 2things during the wkend. till then will i get to relax.

but on the positive side. kbox session on tues! hehe.. time to play soon! before the exams come and haunt us!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

shagged

hockey later. now having break before lessons. finally have free time to update =)

phew! shagged.. real shagged.. these few days chiong here chiong there.. not clubbin tt chiong.. but chiong projs and tests. hahah.. okiez.. no link. hmmm.. bstats test.. overall still ok. not bad i think.. but duno why a lot of people say veh diff =/ well.. hopefully all can do well lah..

den ob proj. quite screwed. the content like.. most redundant or out of pt. thx god there's me! hehe.. kinda "renovated" the presentation etc.. but haven complete yet! oh no.. i need to rush it soon.. zzz.. proj here i chiong again!

oh! our brothers are here! =x people.. be careful where you're stepping. coz you nv know.. hmmm.. ya.. somemore this yr so heng got 2mths. so let's hang out with our bros more! x)

Friday, July 21, 2006

*ouch ouch ouch

whee!! finally CATS presentation ended juz now, which shows that the boooring module is going to end soon! wahaha! cause for celebration man =p okiez.. aaaaabit high there.. now left with onli the OB presentation, BSTATS and OCOM tests. urgh! tests make me sianz. means i need to mug yet again! -.-zzz hopefully all will go well..

hehe.. wed hockey is damn fun lah.. learnt a lot of new stuffs there.. and i almost scored in one of the matches.. just a teeny weeny poke will do it all.. but i nOoB lah. haha.. well it's really interesting but i'm afraid that the whole training wun be able to fit into my schedule =( coz i tot onli wed got training.. but they tt day den tell us tues oso got training at ccab and we will have a lot of friendlies with other sch coming on... so it may take quite much time away from me.. duno.. see how it goes bah.. hmmm.. haha.. the strain of squatting, bending down and running almost killed my back and thigh.. rusty me. till now still can feel the strain =/

den ytd was another class outing.. not quite class.. more of a grp outing again)=. tsk.. well at least we had fun! went j8 watch pirates.. pangseh my CATS grp to do proj =x haha.. pple DO NOT STAY TO WATCH THE ENDING PART OF THE MOVIE. DAMN LAME! kena conned sia.. grrrr..

den after tt went to sit down, eat and talk. woah! we talked for like 3hrs liddat.. realli hiong.. talked abt anything under the sun.. haha..

minnie mouse got scared x) coz we were talking abt.. hmmm.. shant say it out loud.. later she.. ya.. you noe i noe we noe lah.. hehe.. and i made her screamed her lungs out outside the toilet. no pple dun think too much.. i DIN do anything indecent. lol.. and next time when you talk to mjie, try blocking some of his qn.. it help. LMAO!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

random

PBL is FINALLY over.. phew.. another load off my mind. now left with CATS & OB presentation and bstats test. zzz.

okiez. this is a short&random entry. later got hockey. wish me fun =) and tmr claz outing!! whee!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

now for a short break

phew.. these few days damn packed damn busy. ytd 5am den slp. was chiong-ing pbl. haha.. at least i did slp! some people din even slp! poor soul =x haha.. YES! finally! ahhh~ pbl finally done. left with presentation on wed nia.. den fri CATS presentation also.. after that can relax awhile before OB presentation! lol.. i cant wait for break to come.. realli need it. hahah!

ahha! i wenta gate crash NJ again on fri. was waiting for lynn and wshan to crossover to HCI. heehee.. i guess pris realli got a shock to see me in her sch on her bdae! hahah.. HAPPY BDAE GAL! =) yah.. oso caught up with some of the 4F peeps in both NJ and HC.. haha.. 3/4 of the class seperated by one road. omg! "wad mesmerising eyes and electrifying smile.. ooooo~ " (x

den sat... went back to rV speech day.. go see dan, zx and yj get awards.. wshen came too. haha.. the malan site so darn boooring lah! or maybe there were no activities then.. hmmm.. shall go back on tchers' day again! how i miss rV sia.. those were the days man!! den had some heart-to-heart talk with des lim. and some other tchers lah.. somehow enlightened again! see.. im a changed man from the past xp so ya... hmm.. memories... oh! and we took a ride in huang lao shi's car.. lol..

oh.. and to the "tb11" who tagged me. get a life! haha! nono i dun gif a fkcare who the fk are you. but not leaving ur real name down realli does shows alot! loser! lalala~ if you dare DO confront me personally.. i'm sure im able prove to you my stand. yes i WILL. =)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

toot! toot!

sry peeps for not updating for so long.. kept you all waiting hur? hmmm.. cant help, this week been chionging projs and so on.. now having lesson.. jiak zhua abit.. hahah!

okiez. so world cup is over. THE AZZURRI! hahah.. yes!! cannavaro is the man! was quite happy coz i like the italian's style of playing.. tactically and playing by possession. well.. Les Blues oso did not bad.. just that italy was better. ahha.. and wad was zizou thinking abt? though i know it's partly materazzi's fault.. but as a world-class player playing at the world class stage.. he shld learn how to control.. nvm.. wad matter most is tt italy won!! VIVA ITALIA!

haha.. enuff of world cup.. back to sch life.. well it's preeetty fine now.. except that we have to chiong projs here and there.. it's quite sianz when 3men are doing 5men's work. i got nth much to say. seriously. i dun see the point of you ponning lect den come to tutorials and ask stupid nonsensical qns. haizz.. shits do happen lah.. and you're not even doing your part properly.. i mean, cmon.. i'm studying & working at the same time. reach home round midnite.. after doing personal stuffs and tutorials, already around 3am? and i have to wake up so early in the morning to attend lect. i'm so shagged yet able to go the extra miles to complete and do extra stuffs for our projs but you are juz like fkcare abt it. sibeh sianz by your attitude. grrrr.. hopefully all will go well this sem and it's bye bye to you and me!

ahh.. forget abt such stupid stuffs. no pt thinking too much on it since nth will happen anw.. zzz. rv siao eh! 8th sept got 50th anniversary dinner. anyone wanna go? $500 per table for 10.. which means $50 per person.. anyone anyone? =)

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

yipee!

today was fun fun fun! =) hahah! tb11 outing today to ECP, no sch coz of elearning! heehee.. went to ton over at mjie's hse last nite to watch world cup. full time score italy won? germany won? i won. lol.. okiez.. tt aside.. italy won with two late goals in extra time.. really muz say is great use of tactical knowledge.. haha.. and mjie was still saying germany will win.. well maybe tt's bcoz he has a negative perception of pony tail guys =x

den early in the morning wake up.. had breakfast, met up with some of the others and went to ECP. woooo~ tis time the outing more successful.. onli leon din came =( maybe he had smt on.. nonetheless it was realli fun.. played soccer with the guys.. and gals.. haha! so darn fun lah.. den changed to capt ball.. we were like gina liddat.. running abt on the grass.. lol! after tt went to rent bike and ride all the way along the trail. found some unusual happening places. wanted to shoot MVs again at the jetty.. but no one brought cam along while cycling! ohwell...

after tt me, henry and ace were cycling and roller-blading to find some of the others lah.. coz i cldnt find my hp & wallet.. tot one of em' might have taken it.. wah tiao eh.. cycled all the way to the end back & fro.. nearly got cramps sia.. first time cycle till soooo hiong! but it was gd.. and saw some seawater smooching along the way =x

hmmm.. den when we reached backed played forfeit games! lol.. veh long time no play tis time of games le.. the forfeits all damn gao xiao lah.. all got take vids and pics.. woohoo~ gonna view dem later.. lol.. den we guys were evvill.. threw minnie mouse into the sea! =p coz she was the onli gal with extra set of clothes while the others dun.. den trying to throw pple into the sea.. i was sporting enuff went inside the water myself =D hehx.. den went for dinner tgt with some of the peeps at parkway.. now im at hm.. feeling so sio! whole body giving off radiation.. lol..

portugal vs france later. though i din bet tis match. but i predict draw-away and 1-0 to france..

Sunday, July 02, 2006

thnx god im in np!

yepp! thnx god i'm in NP. coz ytd my grp went to NYP to do our cip proj. upon reaching yck we tot nyp was veh veh big.. but it was disappointing lah. all the buildings linking tgt.. like hospital liddat.. so darn booooring.. got mac but no aircon.. wtf?! now we know why tammy did tt =x ohwell speaking of our cip proj.. we're finally making some progress.. but a lil' bit slow sia.. really need to buckle up and hustle liao.. hmmm..

den yea.. went to watch soccer. suppose all go seng's hse and watch de.. but in the end all like dun want. zzz.. bo bian go dan89's hse watch again. coz arcc and kopitiam sure a lot of pple de.. some of the 2b guys oso went.. and we were joking thruout the match lah.. damn funny.. and i think england deserve to get kicked out lah.. sorry loyal folks of the colonial rule. but seriously.. their playing doesnt seems to haf teamwork. lampard and gerrard performance was bad. not onli during the penalties shoot-out but oso the match.. esp lampard.. horrendous thruout the finals. i think if eriksson was to replace him with lennon or hargreaves it wld be better lah.. coz of em' played realli well sia.. but i was realli surprise tt brazil was kena K.O. stunned dio man.. well.. "the ball is round. but the pitch is retangular." lol..

and before i forget. girls out there! i helping my frens to promote their webbie. so pls support! =)
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Friday, June 30, 2006

your universe is full

alright! i'm updating now. school's in, holiday out. wait.. every sch day seems like a holiday! lol.. but first let me reply to the tags
yeeshan: yes yes our kaypoh-ness & boredom. =)
shuxian: hopefully.. lol..
hui'er: well.. coz we missed sch? lol..
ahtay: siao eh! chio chio chio. chio ur lp lah =x
monki: okiez. i am now. hehe..
zhen: dun complain! lol..
shiling: hmm how bout 3/4 bottle of jack daniel's in 1hr plus? or less?
poyan: haha.. u among those latest to tagg mah! lol.. bo bian..

okiez.. back to topic. back to sch. so do our test papers. haha.. overall quite okiez.. but im not quite satisfied wif my performance. A,B,B,B. my grades for the diff subjs. dunno why come poly like care a lot abt my grades.. not like in rV tt time.. lol.. sianz diao sia.. all my grades can be pulled up at least by one lor.. if not for my careless mistakes.. haizz.. sibeh saddening. lol! but our class quite zai lah. almost all of our tutors said we did better that the avg. w00ts! but we shld not let our head swell.. haha..

ya.. forget abt the test for the time being. it's realli nice to be back to sch.. back to tb11. hah! think we bonded quite well thru times sia.. duno which idiot tell me poly veh hard to make gd frens.. lol.. or am i juz too outgoing & sociable? =x "xiao ji ji and miracles." omg! so brrrrr!! was joking along the way to our miec tutorial lah.. duno why suddenly all become so cold.. lmao! and yay! class outing on wed! =D cant wait for tt to happen.. it'd gonna be fun man! well.. hopefully.. haha!! hmm.. seems like our class is going to be overwhelmed by cartoon chars! tt's it for the time now!

Sunday, June 25, 2006

tagged

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: Shuxian
Favourites
favourite colour(s): black, white and blue
favourite food: ah ma's cooking =)
favourite song: im nOt okAyyyyy
favourite day of the week: sat! no sch! sOng!!
favourite season: onli exp one season nia. summer thru out.. lol
Currents
current mood: depression.. haizz
current taste: jack daniel's
current clothes: polo tee
current desktop: microsoft de.. hah!
current toenail: original and ugly
current time: 7.55AM
current surroundings: bedroom!
current annoyances: the sad memories
current thoughts: wtf happened to me?
First
first best friends: peng boon and wen jun
first crush: hmm. for me to noe and not for you to find out =P
first movie: THE LION KING
first lie: hmmm.. forgot it =x
first music: some stupid baby song? =/
Last
last cigarette: l&m red. but i quit and tt was like 3mths ago. *beams*
last drink: jack daniel's
last car ride: taxi. my fren brought me hm coz i was drunk last nite =x
last crush: her. haiz..
last movie: MI3 with TB11
last phone call: tt siao lian eh orh eh =x
last CD played: beyond! though i forgotten which one
Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: yea =x
have you ever broken the law: loads..
have you ever been arrested: check ic and hp by the police considered?
have you ever skinny-dipped: in the red pail of my toilet when i was young?
have you ever been on tv: shopping malls those tv connected to video recorder. hah!
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nah..
5 things you are wearing: rV sec3'04 camp leader shirt, hawaiian shorts, crocodile underwear, earring and... nth else le.
4 things you done today: Woke up, curse myself, sms and read blogs
3 things you can hear right now: my fan, thunders and my fart! =x
1 thing you do when you are bored: fk dun ask me tis qn! -.-"
*5 people to tag?
according to my tags: dabi, winni senorita, monki chow, jocelyn and pZ =)
okiez. was drunk last nite. seems like it's true tt one speak out his real feelings when he's drunk. went high on jack daniel's wif my fren. we shared a bottle but i think i drank round 3/4 of it. fk! he went drunk first den me. heng he got sober when went drunk =/ ya.. was thinking of her when i was drunk. ohman.. think i scare the hell out of her when i met her at her void deck. yea sry! it seems tt i can forget abt her on the surface but deep down i cant =( ohman... tis feeling sucks u noe! fk it! why?! *urgh* i realli miss the time when we both hang out tgt.. go eat.. go play.. go drink.. but things start to change when i saw smt.. maybe i was thinking too much.. maybe it was all my bad.. how i wish things cld be like in the past.. ohwell... wad the worst thing i can say.. haizz.. i realli miss her. realli.....
"the ghost of you, is all that i have left.."