Saturday, March 31, 2007

with arms wide open

dammit! IS module selection was like shit. they don't even offer bahasa indonesia for students! make me plan everything for so long, and to think that i woke up early and login 5mins before selection starts. in the end the choices given were like... wtf?! what a stupid system. zz what makes ytd even more shitty, is that i woke up only to find out that my hp screen cracked! like wtf?

then i went to collect my hp back today, to my horror my memory card spoil. like right after i got back my hp? so i'm only entitled to very limited songs now, until i get to fix my memory card.

well today i almost died. felt that my heart stop a beat. urgh the feeling is so beyond my limited vocabulary to describe. two years plus down, still the same. i tried to avoid, but i know i will never avoid forever. just a sudden appearance made such a big impact, and i'm beginning to hate my life now. social norms, emo fag. face it aH`JuN- xx. face it!

well well, i think i better move on to more positive stuffs to keep me cheerful. hah! hiding behind a happy face mask. zz... anyway i'm going to cut my hair tmr, maybe going to dye it again, to something bright. maybe, i don't know yet. shall see how it goes...

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