back in black

rawr msn was down for a moment just now.. zz

and i painted my nails black again! like some emo fag.

anyway, was thinking of plans today while on the bus. thought a lot today. was thinking after getting my drums, what do i want next? it's like i slogged very hard this holiday, earn my bread and save some money. but what do i use the money for? don't tell me to give it or share it with you, i'll smack you. i am selfish, we all are selfish. haha!

okay back to topic. was thinking of upgrading my desktop. it's like damn bad con now. maybe need to change the motherboard and processor. not sure abt it. then again, i wish to have a license too. it's like my "dream" to own a vehicle. and i have thought it through, i would go for a car instead of a bike, due to my somehow recent fetish of vans. i think it'll be damn cool to drive around in a van and have those cool designs printed on the side (p.s. if you had seen the pic i took at motorshow with the van that had "love never dies" printed at the side). ya some sorta stuffs like that. ahhh.. which one should i choose?

haiz.. life is full of choices.