Saturday, May 30, 2009

treasure the times.

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Time flies. This is a known fact and common phrase said by many of us. What seems to be a month time thing has come down to my final 5 days as a normal civilian before I get enlisted to serve the Gahmen. Many of you will ask me (except for those who has been enlisted) how do I feel right now? Pressured? Scared? Nervous? But none has come by a positive note. I reckon I had already straightened out my thoughts and just let it pass, because there is nothing that I can do to change it, why not just let me happily spend this 2 years away? =D

So these few days has been crazily meeting up with people, and the next few days will also be the same.
This weekend: meet up with my brothers for a simple lunch or meal.
Mon: Lunch and dinner will be spent with the society people of last year
Tues: Hopefully lunch with Ferinna, then pot luck in the evening with the previous batch of society people
Wed: Hopefully lunch with Ariel, followed by dinner with the management comm of previous year, and maybe partying with clique.
Thurs: Whole day dedicated to the bunch of crazy and steady people who was with me for the whole of my poly life.
Fri: Goodbye main island, Hello Tekong!

See! I am trying hard to squeeze time for everyone! It's not like I am going to migrate and be permanently away but its a good chance to meet up with friends around.

And at the end of the day, I will be a happy man! =DD

Saturday, May 23, 2009

The fine line.

What is the fine line that draws between the two sides of tolerance?

I do not know is it that I am too sensitive, or that the constant nagging and mockery have been piling up onto me. This issue has been bothering me the whole day.

Things that I really am, I cannot argue much.
Things that happened by accidents, I shall let bygones be bygones.
Things that I am not entirely responsible for, I just couldn't be bothered to fight for it anymore.

I am getting tired, peeved with patience running out. Perhaps I should really try to cool it off.

Life has been rather fuck-ed up lately. I shall let cigarettes and booze to do the trick once more, with the help of FML to make myself a pale comparison.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Pretty woman.

To show that I am not a racist from the previous post...

I am actually quite addicted to this song. I like the way how Bollywood exaggerate their actions and spice up the movie with a lot of colours, sound and dances. No wonder Slumdog Millionaire is a hit in the theater!



Pretty woman~~ The tune is so addictive!

Okay just a brief update, I have another like 2 more weeks to NS. Shall look on the bright side of life as in serving the Gahmen. Anyway, went to the Flyer today with clique and tooks lotsa shot. Will upload them soon.

Meanwhile, I better go grab some winks. Trying hard to wake up early for soccer tmr!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Rooted in Tradition, Equipped for the Future

DISCLAIMER: The following entry may seem uncomfortable for certain races. Any resemblance is of pure coincidence.

Alright, all of my friends know that I am not a racist, but this time round this issue really do bother me so much that I have to really vent it out. You this black piece of mofo. Knn brundeh! I do not know what is the fuck is on your mind but you seriously pissed me off with the way that you are doing things and the things that you say.

I think I must be lucky to come out of a Chinese school, with the school motto that say, "根扎传统,开创未来", or "Rooted in Tradition, Equipped for the Future". This few meaningful words really do teach us a lot on life lesson, how not to forget what made us and to credit the people who help shape what we are today.

And you, planning so much for the future, that you can forget about the past. So what if we are so called the normal student with normal results? Does this prove that we are not capable than those who have a different status than us? Do you have any idea if they can really work under these conditions and fulfil what is needed?

And fuck you, for forgetting about the past. This is not a way to teach and for us to learn from you. You think what you had for now is not because of how we worked for it? If you really were to forget the past, I can just ask everyone forget about the past and we see how you survive with the bunch of noobass who knows nothing! Bloody motherfuckers!

I am seriously pissed off. Just give me some time to chill and cool down.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Lost connection.

Have you ever asked yourself what would happen if you were born in another era? Some of my friends have dreams about living in the past era, like the times when classic rock hit the charts, when the Beatles were still the band of the moment, when Elvis was still alive crooning over the mic, when Bruce Lee was fighting his way to stardom. And there are those pre-World War generations where everything was cool and classic, and the pre-Media age where people seems to be more sociable, friendlier as a person than what it seems like to be in the IT age.

I have always wanted to relieve the times between late 80s to the early 90s, somewhere between the time when I was born. I don't know why either, maybe its due to the fact that I had always enjoyed watching the google box when I was still young, and influenced by my dad who would always blast the stereo with hits from that generation. And I find that the girls during that time is hot, or is it my personal preference of girls wearing a combination of jeans and buttoned up shirts.

Anyway today is Mothers' Day and surprisingly, I managed to convince my mum to allow me to drive around the neighbourhood. First step to is alway a good step towards me driving the car out! And I had a simple dinner with the whole family at my aunt's house, something we do every year but just a change of venue for this.

Other that that, life has been meeting up with friends, meeting new friends, birthday celebrations and more. Hope those birthday babies enjoy their special day!

Oh and not forgetting with the interview for the new committee. I am pretty much excited at the new committee, and really wish to attend their first event! Sad to say time is not on my side but I hope they can hold an event soon? Hopefully. Okay, time to stop. I'm left with less than a month to be a civilian. Must cherish time!