changes.

have you ever wonder how amazingly the world is crafted, how beautiful creatures are formed and changed to fight for survival in this competitive environment, and how they adapt to these changes. a person's behaviour is largely based on the environment they are in. this is why, you can see a person change when he or she moves into a new phase of their life. it's like, a social norm that none of us can avoid, be it positive or negative.

that's why the phrase, "people change" and the most common question, "why has he/she changed so much?". this is self-explainable i suppose?

but we human beings are more than special. we possess something called "feeling" and as we changes we tend to have a little bit of nostalgia somewhere in their heart, at some places or maybe with someone else. inevitable i guess, but that's how we human works.

i must say, over the years, i had been missing a lot of people. from those botak boys from 4h and gang, to my secondary school friends on and off the court to tb11 and some of close friendships outside school. suddenly i feel like i want tb11 to be together as a class again, but for some reason drop the idea again. how contradicting. see how random i can get?

sometime things cannot be brought back once its over. same for tb11. though our friendship are still there, the fun memories we had, but still we are not really going to go out as a class that much, or experience the feeling again. i came to realise that i missed out on a lot of good stuffs the past years. hope that i can cherish it from now on. =/

okay maybe i'm just too tired so i anyhow blabber. oh well random me is striking back again.