with arms wide open

dammit! IS module selection was like shit. they don't even offer bahasa indonesia for students! make me plan everything for so long, and to think that i woke up early and login 5mins before selection starts. in the end the choices given were like... wtf?! what a stupid system. zz what makes ytd even more shitty, is that i woke up only to find out that my hp screen cracked! like wtf?

then i went to collect my hp back today, to my horror my memory card spoil. like right after i got back my hp? so i'm only entitled to very limited songs now, until i get to fix my memory card.

well today i almost died. felt that my heart stop a beat. urgh the feeling is so beyond my limited vocabulary to describe. two years plus down, still the same. i tried to avoid, but i know i will never avoid forever. just a sudden appearance made such a big impact, and i'm beginning to hate my life now. social norms, emo fag. face it aH`JuN- xx. face it!

well well, i think i better move on to more positive stuffs to keep me cheerful. hah! hiding behind a happy face mask. zz... anyway i'm going to cut my hair tmr, maybe going to dye it again, to something bright. maybe, i don't know yet. shall see how it goes...

a series of unfortunate events.

zz. my appeal to switch tutorial group was rejected. the administrative staff called me real early yesterday waking me up,
"hello, is this Pu MingJun?"
*the half awake me* "ya?"
"i'm calling for bA office. just to tell you that your appeal has not been approved."
"what? approved or not approved?" *half awake, cant really hear clearly*
"not approved. thank you"

** end call **

sian right? calling me way early just to tell me about this. zz.

then my jeans kena a little bit of paint yesterday at bAoc preparation. heart pain.

after that when was with the class people, bought a ripcurl lanyard myself and a berms for my friend. while was quite pissed while sms-ing her, but it's all okay now. sigh don't know why suddenly i feel like being a social nemesis, being a anti-social fag. oh no....

but the worse thing of all, was just know when i woke up, i found my hp on the ground, with skin cracked! omg, ultimate heart ache. luckily my warranty is still valid for a few more days. going to expire soon. well, later going to town anyway, might as well go repair.

when will lady luck kiss on me?! i really do need it! zzz........

anyway, signing off here to prepare for IS module selection. ciao~

** zz IS selection another traumatizing event. i don't have the mood to share now. zz...

shaved

zz this is getting more and more absurd. my toe hit onto my belt last night and the whole toenail drop off. like literally half of it dropped so i had to pull the whole nail out. now my toe seems to be shaved, without toenails and looking, raw? anyway thanks to fer's mum for helping me to dress my toe just now while i was working. at least it look decently done. isn't it great to have a meimei whose parent is a nurse? hah!


okay the last 3days had been awfully tired. working from morning around 9 to 10 till all the way in the night ard 12 to 1. seriousy, this is no mean feat, working almost 16hours for 3consecutive days, moving stocks here and there, cashiering etc. haha, but this cannot be compared to my M-Mart days. working for if i remembered it correctly, 36hours consecutively for hari raya haji. that one really turned me into a pig when i finally got a chance to rest.

anyway today went to collect mei's bowling ball. really, i think im getting cheekier and crappier. lol. who cares anw eh? after that wanted to try botak. but it's closed on mon -.-" nvm i think i will try it some other days, maybe when school reopens or what. i also want to try madjack fish 'n' chip. anyone? haha then went to work.

shall post some random thoughts about people whom i met in my life some other time, feeling tired liao. signing off liao bb!

RELINK?

okay, first and foremost, i did not change my url to follow the trend or what, or that i want people to call me ahjun ge. LOL! i relinked because of most of my friends cant really access to my blog. so yeah, just relink and take the opportunity now to update.

wrote an appeal letter to the BA office for the timetable. hopefully they will accept my appeal! pray hard.. really do. cause o1 timetable don't really seems to match my schedule and such. ohwell....

and i have decided to sign up for car license once school reopens. yeah vrroom vrroom! a lot of people waiting for me to sign up for license, and i told them many times that i will get. still the decision lies with my parents. if they agree, swee. if they don't agree, cham! think they will agree lah, after all i pestered them even before i reached the legal age to learn. hah! but i am not going for those race car or what. i'm going for a van instead, more room more spaces =D and i am NOT going for those typical ah peks, uncles' van. i want those with cool images printed by the side, like for racing those types of vans. best still if i can get a SUV. but first need to tio toto first. haha!

and decided to save some money from work too. going to upgrade my cpu first. drums have to wait till next holiday le. sorry rod, think we go try out jamming studio first yea? and i want my com to be able to record sounds and edit vids, just like in a studio. LOL! maybe one day i can start a record label: ahjun record enterprise xD fresh idea leh! siao siao..

okay, signing off now. tmr still gotta work 9 to 1. this will be the 3rd consecutive day liao, though i was alway late in the morning x=

kcuf the system!

this is shit man! totally shit system. how would you fancy choosing your timetable only to oversleep due to fatigue and then find out that your preferred choices have been full. and when you login online and all your friends and bud to tell you that they are also all kcufed by the sudden lag in system for this selection.

i am seriously annoyed and pissed by this.

maybe this is just another angst thought of mine. recently i have been thinking very randomly, or sometimes due to certain events. many random thoughts like those that doesn't seems logical at all been running in my blood that flows through the brain. i need an outlet to pour these stuffs. nah i'm not getting emo or what now, it's just.... *sighs* lost for words.

and i have a real uncertain and bad feeling that my dad is not going to renovate my room before the holiday ends. so this mean that i cannot contain my drums which another thing is, i am almost sure that the 2nd dealer which i was suppose to get the drums from had sold the drum set. zz.. double blow. think maybe i will go for upgrading my cpu and going for a car license bah, see how.


what a horrible day it is.....

back in black

rawr msn was down for a moment just now.. zz

and i painted my nails black again! like some emo fag.

anyway, was thinking of plans today while on the bus. thought a lot today. was thinking after getting my drums, what do i want next? it's like i slogged very hard this holiday, earn my bread and save some money. but what do i use the money for? don't tell me to give it or share it with you, i'll smack you. i am selfish, we all are selfish. haha!

okay back to topic. was thinking of upgrading my desktop. it's like damn bad con now. maybe need to change the motherboard and processor. not sure abt it. then again, i wish to have a license too. it's like my "dream" to own a vehicle. and i have thought it through, i would go for a car instead of a bike, due to my somehow recent fetish of vans. i think it'll be damn cool to drive around in a van and have those cool designs printed on the side (p.s. if you had seen the pic i took at motorshow with the van that had "love never dies" printed at the side). ya some sorta stuffs like that. ahhh.. which one should i choose?

haiz.. life is full of choices.

i feel so much lighter

haha my title is not to be inferred literally. well today was the release of exams result, must say was somehow disappointed in some but all in all, i passed my POA! that's like somewhat satisfying for me. not that im easily contented, but seriously, classmates ard me shld know how much i loathe this module. hopefully i am able to work my ass off next sem and achieve AD.. i need my AD back.....

anyway, went to eat breakfast with fer this morning at queens since i need to buy some kuehs from there. queensway claypot laksa. not that one in the shopping center, but the hawker one. lagi shiok! lagi best! seriously the photos taken with celebrities and articles are not showcase for nothing. that was one of the best laksa i ever eaten. people you should go try it!

woots! the highness in me for the whole day now seems to be drained. feeling quite shagged and lethargic now. ahah go slp le bb!

think out of the box

you know one thing that i cannot stand and dislike most is being ps-ed. thanks ar.


well today started horrible. woke up and saw a sms, saying that half the people not going to mind cafe. then got a call and just canceled everything. nvm, next week shall see how. then went to sim lim sq, trying to change the gfx card. the shop was closed for stock taking. how suay can i get? well i tried to call before i went, but no one answered it -.-zz shall try calling again tmr.

after tt met tokky at je. went to eat kobayashi before going to watch "just follow law". must say jack neo's movie are getting crappier and lamer. okay although im interested into political issues, this show i can see is also trying to poke fun of our govt. but it added a pinch of moral values like filial piety into the movie. but overall still: LAME! the lame-ness of the movie made it so boring that tokky and me was kinda like yawning somewhat through the show =0

okay. results going to be out tmr. wish me luck! this time i will be worried.

IT Show

life's been mundane these few days. wake up, work, go home, chill at notebook or tv and doze off unknowingly. my biological clock is now suited for uk's time, due to the champion league football. i am still a nocturnal guy i guess..

went to IT show today. spent a bomb! bought lcd monitor, rams, memory card, thumb drives and graphic card. damn it! i think there was a mistake when buying the graphic card. my com don't support PCI-E and i got that. but the box clearly wrote agp8x. well, unlucky me i guess. hopefully i can exchange it, if not i may need some help in selling it.

haha, hardware nOob like me ought to be punished. guess its time to brush up on hardware knowledge. wish me luck on monday when i go on my quest to change the gfx card. =)

murder scene

WARNING:
the following entry may include gore content. read at your own risk.

okay, i don't know how or why, my toe just bleed. it's like, it just "pssssssst" and then ooze out from the wound. now my carpet has like a row of blood stain, just like those you see on the wall of homicide cases on shows like C.S.I. then my fingers were also stained with blood, like i never bleed so profusely over such small wound before. zz..


see the red stains on it? thanks goodness i most probable will be changing carpet soon. =)

anyway today went for bAoc stuffs. got to say it's abit boring, and the worse is when so many people agreed to participate yet so many pon and pangseh for bAoc halfway through. sian right? zz.. hopefully it will get better. bye.

累了！

woah super shagged. been working like from 9am till past midnight for the weekend. haha can't help it i need money for my drum, my room and my license. it's this drive currently that keeps me going despite my whole body aching and feeling real lethargic. if only that bitch would really return me money on time and not fooling around, i wouldn't have to work so hard. LOL! aye some people are just like that.

anw going for bAoc later. lawsonn said it starts today and will go on everday. i not sure if i want to continue, see how the rest go. even if i really do join i also can't really go everyday. siao i will die of insufficient rest. lol.. *i think i just K.O. while watching tv last night, again!* scarli if i join then all the others ps me i sure sian..

oh! and i'll be meeting some AIA insurance agent tmr. she's going to recommend me on some saving plans. what a coincidence cause i'm looking for one too. shall see how it goes. anyone has any idea which insurance provides the best deal? lol..

walkabout

you know, actually i feel that sometimes going out alone can be quite interesting. like no one will be there to restrict what you plan to do, you do not need to wait for others, you can just walk wherever and whenever you want freely. isn't that great? maybe you peeps should give it a try.

well ytd i went IKEA and queensway alone, even though it was drizzling. wearing a hoodie walking in the drizzle is kinda fun; like shooting a MV for a sad song. anyway, my motive was to look around for inspiration for my room and buying a denim berms for a friend. can't find any decent with her size, maybe next week if i go to town.

haha okay, so was like, walking about in IKEA. man i feel like buying a lot of furnitures. but i'm lacking of vitamin M. maybe tonight, S$10, 000, 000. omg. if i tio sure song!

okay signing off now, and goodluck for those getting their A's today! =)

second reunion dinner

woo-O-woo-O~ had my second reunion dinner tonight. it's was better than the real one on CNY eve. haha! because tonight there are more people and more dishes on the table! my favourite pig stomach and pig leg nerve! weee~ haha..

actually tonight's dinner is partly to welcome my aunt back from m'sia. well she hardly return back here to my ahma's house since she married. well, i also quite miss her too because erm, she's the last to get married and the one who saw me grow up all these years. haha.. anyway, get to meet some of my cousins. haven't since them for long since both brothers are in camp. okay.. pictures of my baby cousins



their first love. LOL!