who will win?

It's the Singapore vs Thailand showdown tonight. who will win? I'll be there.


alright i should be focusing and studying for my examinations -.-"

six five

HEAR THE LION ROAR! RAWRRR!
i think that our fans are better than the S.H.E fans next door =x

I was right at the national stadium witnessing Lionel Lewis making a fine save on the last penalty of the match. I was right in the midst of celebration with the Singapore crowd on the win against our nation's arch rival since God knows when? I was just beside the M'sian crowd.

So the scoreboard read 6-5 to our Lions. seriously I feel that soccer is such a beautiful game that it brings people, regardless of their age, gender, race and religion together. When was the last time you would see a sold-out crowd at the national stadium other than 9th of August? Yesterday was a busy day for us at the ticketing counter but it was all worthwhile. Bringing S'pore die hard fans together to cheer on our team, bringing the victory to us.

They waved along to the famous Kallang Wave. They shouted to the top of their lungs. They cheered non-stop to the rhythm of the drum beats. The Lion's fan finally roared! but i still find M'sian fans better. At least their cheers were clearer and louder.

I almost witness a fight between S'pore and M'sian fans when the equaliser was scored. A bottle just flew "pheeeeeeeeew" from my left, the S'pore side to the middle of the M'sian fan to my right upon celebration. Then the whole sea of yellow stood up, staring and shouting back at S'pore fans, trying to push their way through the security officers. Okay, disgrace to S'pore for this ugly action.

Well, tonight will decide who we shall meet in the final. Be it the Thais or Vietnam, I still hope that Singapore can win the cup. Hopefully if we meet Thailand, we can resolve our political difference through soccer. =D

red face

hey hey~

went to celebrate sherwin's birthday after POA graded assignment yesterday. well before that was quite pissed la. not because that not all could be present; but someone kp-ed me for no reason. it's like wtf?! dun call me a petty guy even though it's seems only like a small matter to you all, but i dun it when i am scolded for nth. you unhappy with teacher's arrangement is your problem with her, you dun anyhow come vent your anger on me. argh nvm, a kcuf-ing retard like you won't understand it lah.

okay back to the happy stuffs. so went all the way to serangoon chomp chomp to eat, since the birthday boy has been eagerly wanting to go there. it's just like a mini newton circle except that it's very very small. the food there, i think only the zhui kuay taste good, the rest is just on par only lor.

after dinner went to a park there chill. had a vodka game which rod introduced us. had lot of fun saboh-ing those who face are turning red, especially sherwin. surprisingly both mjie and i who did not sleep are able to keep ourselves sober for so long. so ya, keep playing and drinking till we take the last few train back.

anyway, missing-memories has been found! but she changed her identity!! killyoulater was revived for a moment before being killed; think it's the ghost of her lah. scary.......

it's over~

woohoo!~ the feeling of nothing urgent to be due feels so kcuf-ing great! no more projects till next semester, no more late night rushing to meet the deadlines. but this alsh resemble a time where preparation for examination takes over. zz.. so sianz; i just cant wait for holidays to arrive. but it'll be the same life too, working to save money for a drumset....

okay, there seems to be a disturbing trend around my social circle in poly. seems like a lot of people want to change course, change school. well, it's up to them, to decide which choice will benefit them better and which one do they enjoy more. life is full of choices.

hahah! like i'm some philosopher. alrite, nothing much to update. till next time!

fire at will

so monday POA re-test was manageable. should be able to pass it. anyway the cap mark is also only 50, so yeah no point brooding about it. tuesay WCOM test should be able to make it. hopefully my english won't fail me. haha.

after the test was supposed to eat steamboat with the class. to celebrate 3 birthdays. too bad it ends too late, so change of plan to go the cathay for dinner. ate at billy bomber. billy bombombom! yea, had a surprise for the birthday boy and girls. impromptu decision to buy the cakes for them while waiting for our foods to be served. had the birthdays cake and songs etc.

J.R.H. our idea and decoration for the last minute cake!

rodney's fav pose

yea so after that, went for some drinks at esplanade there with kok, henry, rod and andrew. was supposed to be a quick one but aye, it's so hard to have the time to enjoy now that we just had fun and completely forget about everything. yea, had some chat over there, jokes and stuffs. doing silly and stupid stuffs. andrew left early, left the four of us. were chatting till the mosquitoes came, irritating. shifted to the bridge there, lag around for awhile with rod crapping about him conquering the world. what a joke, but at least a good one. when to wait for the first bus soon after.

decided to go back to rv, since my bus will pass by there. yea, it's nice to be back! actually i wanted to go visit ah hua jie, you know, the drink stall auntie who sells guo tie. yea so she's back. cheer everyone! i know you are as excited as i am. she's back with her old partner from west coast site and they're selling noodles. dun worry, the guo ties are still there. yea, then talked to her for awhile only cause she's too busy. walked around and talked to the teachers. had breakfast with ms ek and mr chong, the vp after the fire drill. seems like i'm too hot for the school to handle.

after that walked around again, then realised a lot of things have change there. mdm so kah lay is the new vp now. xie lao shi left, with wang lao shi as "HOD", but it's labelled under level head. mrs choy is the level head for maths, her mugshot same size as thoe big shots de. yea talked to mrs look for awhile, after hearing from adrian that her body is not so well. kinda sad though. when i'm in school, i always curse and rebel against them. when i'm out, kinda missed them and regret about my actions. seems like what kok said is true, secondary school life is one of the best moments.

river valley high school. a place where part of my teenage memories are from. a place where i learn that there are people who truly cares about you. okay i shall stop for the time being if not i'll get emo. anw i think it's time for me to start exercising, cause all the teachers i met today said that i seemed to be getting a lot of "fu qi". lol!

TGIF

yes! thanks god its friday. what a hectic week. 3 down, 5 more to go on my list other than those examinations on February. out of the remaining stuffs, i think i'm only seriously worried about POA retest and BMGT project submission. the rest can be done quite easily or shared with my mates.

okay today is just a short entry. hopefully my LMS can fare relatively well considered the disastrous presentation today. too tired to blog and time to focus for tomorrow's POA consultation with rod and co. bye!

fatigue

thursday - POA graded assignment
friday - LMS project deadline
friday - MAEC CT2
sunday - BCA deadline
mon - POA retest
tues - WCOM CT
friday - BMGT project deadline
feb 9 - POA examination
feb 10 - MAEC examination
feb16 - BMGT examination

with so many tests and deadlines coming up, i'm seriously stressed. the weight of all these dates are pinning down on me. these two weeks had been a real, torturous and tired weeks. if i survive, good for me. if i don't, i will treat you curry chicken.


we shall see how.

haiz

"你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞" - 好朋友, 罗志祥

this song is darn nice, darn meaningful. maybe it reflects on some of our lives. like you had a crush/liking for someone who's close as a friend to you. yet you never had the chance to confess your feelings to that particular person because he/she may be your best friend. it's a decision that either make or break this relationship. what would you do?

sometimes i feel like she's the perfect catch, fitting almost all the criteria for me. but does it happen the on the other party? maybe letting her go, letting her to search and enjoy her happiness will be a better choice. such a dilemma which requires you to give up completely is hard but worthwhile to try. maybe it's time to move on and look for greener pastures elsewhere. who knows? maybe the next person that i'm interested in may be a better catch? but one thing is for sure, is that the memories that we had will alway be stored in the back of the brain.

okay enough of emotional stuffs. we should learn to pull through it and grow stronger. like saying is easier than doing it. been rather stressed up lately despite putting on a strong and happy front. projects, exams, results, work, family relationships and many more. i need an outlet to push all these stress out. yes i know smoking is bad for health and it does a lot of harm. but is better than i coop everything in me and get depression or even worse, die? yes and i know that there are other better ways to relieve stress blah blah blah. now think through, spore is such a competitive and fast-paced. where can i find the time for relaxation and leisure? maybe time is just an excuse, maybe it's because of poor time managements eh? i know what i'm doing. rest assure people. i will not do foolish stuffs. smoking is the limit for me le. after all, i know that many hearts will break if something inauspicious or bad happen to me. so chill guys, i'm a man now. i can take care of myself.

meanwhile, i guess its time for me to rest my mind in deep slumber and get ready for tmr's school and work, plus revision for the upcoming test and retest. till next time, bye.

lalala

taking long bus rides can be interesting.

that's the conclusion i got. you know, i somehow sometimes enjoy the long rides on the bus, beside the window. i always do that when possible. maybe i'm more interested in the roads name, buildings design and such. today was an enriching rides with many thoughts filling in my mind. as i listen to the songs playing through my phone's player, i suddenly looked up a building in chinatown. i think it's the place where the OG used to be. anyhow, the buildings look like the old 80's hongkong style of homes that we see in movies. i was lazy to take out my phone and snap pictures of it. okay people just imagine it. haha. it was so coincidental that BEYOND's 海阔天空 was playing on my phone. so i was wondering if the interior would be like those hongkies films. maybe one day when i'm that free i will be able to check it out eh?

another interesting thing that caught my attention was when 3 i suppose were filipinos shared a seat on the bus. you know, those two seaters on sbs buses. ya they were like sharing the seats, squeezing together despite the availability of seats on the bus. guess that they are used to being so close, physically and emotionally, which is a healthy sign of human nature. yea care and share and the whole world would be a better place.

okay. there were many more random thoughts that came to mind during the bus ride but i'm not going to mention it. lazy. haha..

and yea, had dinner with family and relatives in a restaurant somewhere in tuas. my ah gong's bday. feels like a warm-up for chinese new year, especially since almost everyone on my maternal side in singapore turned up. haha. talked quite a bit with my cousins, those elder ones of course. surprisingly this year i didn't felt full like how i did every other year. this could only suggest two things. one is that the serving shrunk and two is that my intake is getting bigger. luckily my family mentioned that it was the first factor. *phew what a relieve.

okay. shall turn in soon. these few days i always sleep so early. beats me why.

lol

omg. this must be one of the few periods that i'm actually blogging so often since post-secondary education life. haha. when i say often, i mean like one entry per day or maybe two days. and when i say periods, doesn't imply that i have pms. hah!

okay enough of crapping. this must be the first time in 3years that i am so happy that my sister came back to singapore safely since she started her year-end volunteering work oversea. its like, i received her sms while working last night on a message my mum asked her to forward. then i just replied

"okay! u back in sg??"

so abit high right? dunno, maybe its because of the talk we had when i was sending her away when she left. hmmm, like i'm getting more sentimental now eh?

haha. so many ups and downs this week. from the results of CT, especially my POA to all these little stuffs. kk, gtg work le. working towards my dream drumset. =D

zz

dang! i'm really falling sick! so the bad omen which i felt was pretty accurate eh? was kinda like sneezing all the way during the make-up poa lecture today. then henry suddenly said that i was crying cause my eyes were like real red due to the kcuf-ing flu. zz.. what's even worse, is when weixia said that i'm weak cause i'm sick. wth. i don't get sick so often. maybe its the effect of cold turkey. well who knows?

got CT results back. failed poa. feeling damn fuck up now. it's like, i don't wish to flunk anything in poly. business is my interest and yet i cant succeed in one of the module. maybe the consolation is that i did not fail that badly, just by a few marks. well, time for me to buck up and work hard for poa and the other modules. i dont wish to repeat any of them. hopefully i can do well for the retest and exams, though the max marks i can get from retest is only 50 out of 100.

and yea, maybe something good is coming. seng was telling me and rod maybe we try out some songs with keyboard so that mingjie could join along. isnt it great? seems like the class band is really forming up soon. yay! hahah..

new year

2006 gone. 2007 here. another year had past. i know a bit too late for me to reflect now. hah! many things happened, good and bad. life's like that.
many things happened during this year. entered poly. something fresh for me. met a lot of diff people. expose to diff types of things which i nv really experienced before. got into tb11. i ought to be thankful for being in such a wonderful and outgoing class. being with the usuals and co helps me get along with poly life, afterall being alone at first here. haha.
other random stuffs, painted nails black for the first time, explored some ulu-tomato place in singapore. listened to a wider range of music, especially chi sentimentals and ballads. who else to thank for this eh? lol..
fostered lost relationships with brothers. hang out more often than usual. understand more about foreign workers and their life. get to know some people better.
well, bad stuffs. worst of all will have to be the sudden cold attitude and relationship with someone. but things are picking up. and family relationship. suddenly seems so strained. so broken and far apart. but it's also picking up now. heh. maybe its because of the new year. hopefully after cny will be even better coz my zodiac is suppose to prosper. hopefully.

okay. back to life. first day of school. rather slack. the bad omen which i told pq of came . i fell sick. zz.. alright hopefully can get better and gear up to pia projs. busy wkend up ahead i predict.

oh and another happy news. the guotie auntie at rV is back! woohoo~ and this time she's with her old partner. the one at west coast rd one. i think i will get my ass back to rv one of these days. its been long since i last talked to the auntie le. =D