lalala~~

today went town with the usual for weekok's bdae! happy bdae uncle toh, LOL! k lah.. you still young. forever 15 x) hope you like today's outing.

yea.. went kbox yet again. sing sang sung. yea atmosphere was good. service was bad =( anw took some pics and vid. though i haven seen those pics yet. hmmm =/ after went jalan jalan ard.. from marina to orchard. den ate breeks. eating the half chicken is like doing a surgery.. so tedious. den wanted to catch a show, but went for coffee talk at tcc in the end coz lazy to rush there. haha.. was sooo tired tt i fell aslp halfway thru before deciding to head back home.

so ya.. abt the previous entry.. i had now packed my table. the rest is up to my mum and sis le. i even fold my bedsheets nowadays. omg! for 18yrs this is the first time i fold my bedsheets for consecutive days.. aint i a good boy.. i mean good guy? =))

my home? or just like another hotel?

well just reached home. and my sis asked me a favour which sent me into somehow a mix between laughter and sarcasm. "can you pls pack your room? i need some space to store the boxes"
well.. not tt i mind her using my room to store the things that she's gg to send over to those less priviledged pple in Bago, Phillippines. it's for a good deed and i would be ever more delighted to contribute this space temporarily.

but then again i looked into my room and figured out smt. other than the desk, two-third of the wardrobe and my bed, the rest of the stuffs doesnt even belong to me. it's like somehow an irony to have a room of your own yet filled with a lot of other stuffs. simply zz.. yes my room was a store room before my parents decide to let me own it. but isnt it a little bit way too long for them to have their stuffs in here. some of the things are like 10yrs ago and they still cldnt bear to throw it away. another funny thing is tt my parents still asked me to pack my room. well i tried; and whenever i wanted to throw away some of the stuffs, my parents wld be like
"dun throw it! we can still use it"
yea use it. and its in the corner of my room feeding on cobwebs. zz.. well they did somehow try to clear it.. dumping away a few boxes and adding more soon after. totally wasted efforts.

those who had been to my hse and my room had seen it for yourself. you would had seen those boxes lying abt in front of the full length mirror. and it defeats the purpose of the mirror. coz when i stand in front of it, i cannot see anything below my knees. hah.

so now i know why i rather spend the night away outside or at my fren's hse. and my mum even has the cheek to ask me why i dun wanna come back. zz i dun even has a sense of belonging here. other than my bed, my com, my table, my clothes, the sofa and the toilet. other than that.. its a veh complicated thing to say.

sad to say, i feel more of a sense of belonging at my brother's hm. im too lost for words for the feelings and attachment i had to my bro's hm than mine. my home is just like a hotel nowadays where i come home to bathe and slp. and come online of course. how sad family life can be hur? zz.. i dun even think my parents know wad i am doing nowadays other than working and gg out. ohmy im growing envious or rather, jealous to those pple who have such caring and patience parents lah.. it's like veh frustrating and awkward for me to come back home. no sense of belonging i guess. haizz..

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okay. abit high now. i may be spouting nonsense now. currently at my bro's hse.. haha.. drank too much just now outside. =/ 烦阿!! haizz.

life nowadays damn mudane lah. damn sianz. wake up, work, play, slp. zz my life is going round this cycle now. haha.. sound kinda funny and contradicting for pple to say tt im enjoying life now. too much free time sets you thinking abt lotsa stuffs. that's true yea. heard from my frens that i was sleep-talking abt certain stuffs just now. some stuffs tt you cannot let go. it's been almost half a yr and i cant seems to forget abt it. how pathetic pumingjun. you're wasted. fancy trying to drown your sorrow in alcohol. zz... but tt's wad i am lah. wasted.. real wasted. at least im trying be myself. ohwell =/

at least ytd i went out with the usual to catch a movie and played bowling. loooong time since i played bowling. hah.. lousy player like me dont even deserve to be playing tt. after tt wenta watch john tucker must die. booring! i think tt movie is just suitable for brainless bimbos lah. so no storyline and lame. gahx!!

okay. wait there's one more thing in life for me at least. stompaids proj. haha.. at least im working on smt rather than wasting my time away hur.. zzz.

"你还爱我吗？ 很想问你这句话。。。"

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okay i'm finally updating my blog cos' i haven really been at home lately. i'm coming home nowadays just to sleep and eat. other than that i'll be outside. zz like i'm going back to the lifestyle which i used to have. and that's bad.

so wassup' with me lately? well other than the quite mudane life of sleeping and working, been doing the stompAIDS project. ya.. pple must support us when we present our workpiece yea! hahah. also went out with my brothers, play billiard, play cards, chit-chat relax.. seems like life's going quite alright hur? lol.. did i mention i went to the lib and borrowed a book to read? xD

oh. and results are out. quite alright but like always, can do much better though =/ disappointed with microecons lah. zz sian ji ki!

haha. next time update again.. going to cook my own dinner le -.-zz

fker

"Everyone is so full of shit; Born and raised by hypocrites" -Green Day, Jesus of Suburbia

fk it! i am seriously disappointed and pissed upon hearing this lah. to think that you only bastard my brothers. din even imagine you'll do this to your good fren too. you bloody hell piece of mofo.. knn.. how on earth do you bring to yourself to do this? heartless cb! may you lose in all your bet and fall heavily in debt with bookies.. nabei.. just you watch out....

random

so all went well at nokia center. other than the fact that they haven't really repair the fking problem which i complained for like.. the 3rd time? zzz.. i shall find one day to complain yet again.. that is when i'm really that free.

okiez. i knew i would use this sooner or later to update for the sake of updating.. haha. here goes a quiz i did on nat's blog:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

see? aint i great? xp oh.. and the ad that has been on tv.. you know the 17000kHz ringtone that teens can hear but adults cant? i think it's fake, cause we are afterall human beings and we share the same range of frequency for sound! haha! leeleemui and physics! ohmy!!

tb11 chalet..

alright. back from tb11 chalet.. was not as fun&exciting as expected but still quite fun lah =/

okiez so we went to buy the stuffs on sat.. giant is a good place for trolley drifting =D haha.. so BIG and spacious! den after tt just buy and buy.. den the usuals came to my hse to marinate the wings.. zz shld have listen to my mum not to buy so much chicken wings.. in the end so much was thrown away -.- wasted sia!

den sun went chalet.. ermm.. reach there le go walk walk before bbq. ohman henry the chef can realli bbq chicken wings. cooked, tender, sweet&juicy yet unburnt.. pro sia. can fight with kfc but cannot fight with shen's fried breaded chicken! how i miss it.. too bad he's in canada now..

okok back to topic.. bbq halfway wenta play ball.. haha shuxian is the ultimate shriek-er! so high tt it can be deafening! haha.. after that went back and down i went inside the pool.. so cooling.. den ard 1+morning to to the beach there tok cock sing song.. haha.. den dunno why some of us emo/sentimental.. haha.. juz sit down there stare into blank talking rubbish =/ after tt went back chalet tok cock& listen to rod&seng sing again b4 we K.O.

second day.. woke up play card games.. heart attack, idiots, murderer.. haha damn gaoxiao lah the way we played.. den went to eat lunch.. lol the nasi briyani from koufu@sentosa causes diarrhea! lmao henry and mjie tio it..

following tt is games time! frisbee, soccer, captain ball.. saw tokky there.. well... hmm yea so coincidental.. den went into the water before kena buried in the sand.. and i slept in there for like an hr lah! coz too shagged and the weather too cooling le.. haha.. den wenta eat dinner before playing those games indoor games again.. afterwhich, some of em' fell aslp and the rest were sitting down there talk cock again! haha.. ghost stories and transexuals..

third day checked out. wenta eat ben&jerry's.. i still prefer haagen daaz's belgian choc.. haha.. den wenta watch the monster house.. so boring yet so cute o.O
"dun look back"
"ARGH! i looked back!!"
and there were two gals sitting behind were like screaming when it's not scary at all.. den i looked back.. after the movie the two of em' keep giggling while looking at my direction. zz.. den wenta window shopped.. and on the way hm damn paiseh lah.. think i too tired.. fell aslp.. den my head keep tilting towards the right where a lady was sitting.. zz.. think almost tio her 3 to 4 times =x

ok.. seldom see such long entry hur? tmr im going to nokia service fone le.. this will be my 3rd time for like less than half a yr. wish me luck and wish nokia luck too. gonna start warming up the mouth to start kp and fk them upside down inside out liao..........

tchers' day

ytd tchers' day.. was.. quite sianz other than meeting the tchers & some old frens lah. haizz.. oso duno why sia =/

yea.. so i went back with dan early in the morning.. and i was santa claus for a moment.. haha.. just giving out presents to teachers.. and...... hmm ya and i cldnt even really recognise mrs choy. her haircut makes her look so.. different? ohwells.. at least she said she's touched by my presents and cards.. haha.. so yea.. hmmm.. hope she can take care of her eyes yea..

den chatted with chen chuan long 老师 for while watching the performance lah.. it's so comforting to know that he still cares abt my well-being despite NOT teaching in my 5yrs in rV. respect. and i have to congrat him too xD haha.. he is one great teacher lah.. maybe tt is even an understatement!

let see.. chatted awhile with the rest of the tchers like mr lim and mrs look =) i am surprised by how some teachers are so updated with my life and all these.. i mean.. they even know wad im doing even though i left rV physically.. haha.. though my heart is still in rV.. =( sad ms ek not in rv tt time lah.. dun be amazed by this comment peeps. i respect ms ek alot now.. thinking back i muz really thx her for asking me to stay back in rV.. if not i think i wldnt have progress so far lah..

yupp.. den met up with a lot of familiar faces. omg! some of em change so much tt i cldnt recognise them.. haha.. well its surprising to see some j2s coming back. maybe they're here for the old sa campus bah. oh wells... yea wenta lunch with most of the 4f guys present.. it's actually all but oldman. i mean patrick chan. haha! talked alot.. realli missed the times when all the guys wil play ball tgt after sch.. hang out tgt lah.. one day we shall do it again one day! =)

oh and i went shopping these few days b4 work. bought 2shirts and bermudas alrdy. let see how much i can buy before the end of holiday =)